My Very First Time - losing my innocence - Sex Stories

My Very First Time - losing my innocence

... because I looked so young and innocent, I certainly couln't get into my school uniform now! I knew from friends that he was still seeing his girlfriend and sometimes I used to make him tell me all the intimate details when we got the chance to be together, and although it made me insanely jealous, the dark side of me started to feel strangely exited and I realised I could use my jealous feelings to my advantage. We kind of made it a feature of our lovemaking and I made him re-enact exactly what he did with her. He took some persuading to go into any detail, but once I gave him my little girly smile and whispered what I'd do for him if he told me, he quickly saw the benefits of joining in my little game. He taught me to fuck "doggy style" and I let him thrust into me while telling me what his girlfriend did with her pussy while he was enjoying her and how he enjoyed emptying his cum into her pussy. I asked him outright was he telling her that he loved her and he just said "he only told her that to keep her happy and he loved me much more, but couldn't give her up just yet" which I guess I accepted. He told me that when she had finally agreed to let him cum in her mouth she didn't enjoy it and spat out his cum... so by way of his reward telling me, I let him empty his balls down my throat nearly choking me in the process! Eventually his girlfriend moved away and I think he was really cut up about that, but we continued to have sex and I knew I had him all to myself and after a few months he asked me to marry him. Despite the unprotected sex, I never did become pregnant and tests later confrmed I was unable to conceive. This I think changed our relationship and he could be quite controlling towards me and gradually introduced me to sexual experiences which I went along with at the time, including letting his younger b*****r become intimate with me.