My Very First Time - losing my innocence - Sex Stories

My Very First Time - losing my innocence

... to love me and I remember asking if I was a disappointment but he just said "you feel fantastic" he was more concerned with taking my virginity without a condom and kept telling how good it felt. With some pride he said I was the "best virgin he'd broken in" and despite my tears it felt wonderful to hear him say that. I dried my eyes on the back of my hand, I was sort of getting used to the feel of him inside me, it felt heavy and very hot and he started kissing me on the mouth quite hard, I thought he'd finished and was expecting him to get off me, I wanted to go to the bathroom and check myself and get dressed but he still seemed quite exited and stiff inside me. Then suddenly he started to thrust into my pussy again which actually felt easier now but a bit sore. He gripped my shoulders really hard and after a few seconds thrusting he grunted and came inside me again. When he climbed off me and I remember looking down and seeing I was in quite a mess, there was a patch of bl**d on the pillow case and a fair amount of semen which I suppose I thought was normal, my pussy was covered in cum and my bl**d. Did I enjoy it? truthfully, no I didn't, it was very painfull and very uncomfortable experience and not like I'd imagined it would be like, I certainly didn't cum and I didn't feel very sexy either, it was like an ordeal.Continuing where we left off I didn't quite have the same enthusiasm for a while afterwards, I was embarassed and a bit dissapointed with myself, but told ...

... myself that I'd done it now and there's no going back. After some persuation from Mike he told me "I had to get back in the saddle straight away" and it would only get better. He reminded me how much he loved me and it would be much bettere next time. We started having sex again and I did start to enjoy it now, I even started growing some whispy red pubic hair! He taught me a few tricks about how to orgasm more easily and usually allowed me to cum before he penetrated me, he prefered it like that and I didn't question it - he certainly knew which buttons to push. He took a liking to fucking me when I was just about to start a period, I presumed so he could come inside me without wearing a condom. My periods were 'to-the-day' regular and he would check my diary and time it so he could fuck me "bareback" as he called it. Sometimes when he came inside me, he could bring on my menstruation almost immediately after sex which was really messy for me but he didn't really care. He would quite often cum inside me more than once when he wasn't wearing a condom, which I guessed was normal for a young guy. He used to say he "was painting my cervix!"Controlling my 'Dark Side' Things got easier over the next few months as I became more experienced and as my body started to develop into a more womanly shape and my breasts grew bigger, he started to enjoy me even more, although secretly I think he missed the innocent little girl look, he told me once that he had always been attracted to me ...