My Very First Time - losing my innocence - Sex Stories

My Very First Time - losing my innocence

Loving me for the first timeIntroducing myself as a young girl When I was young teenager I didn't have a lot in the way of body confidence. I was very skinny and when I dared to look at myself naked in my full size mirror, I just saw a young girls innocent body, I was very innocent. I'd started puberty at 15, much later than my friends who were fast starting to develop. I remember how embarrasing it was in the school gym showers, there was no privacy and I was always on the butt end of some really cruel comments about my little girls body and my flat chest. I had a very immature figure with slender hips and very small budding breasts and I only started wearing a bra at 15 just to cover myself, but I did have vibrant long red hair almost down to my ass which looked pretty good I thought. I didn't think I was attractive, in fact I was quite plain looking and certainly not sexually mature at all, I could see my pussy lips starting to develop and get a bit darker but even by 16 years old I still didn't have any pubic hair, making me look about 12 years old! I started having sex when I just turned xxxxxteen - I was young and immature and certainly very naïve. I was at a very impressionable age I guess and had almost no experience of guys at all. I was immediately attracted to a redheaded guy I first met when we were at school, then later at college who was a year older than me, but unfortunately he already had a steady girlfriend.In the beginning Ever since I first saw Mike I ...

... had a schoolgirl crush on him. I would dream of him and thought about him all the time. He was a real ginger, tall at 6' 2" and also skinny and when we were in the lunch queue at college once, he told me he used to see me with my friends at school and we were like kindred spirits with our red hair, and it was fated we should get together one day! I went bright red and said "I thought you already had a girlfriend" but he just dismissed the question and replied by telling me it was just a casual thing with her. A month or so later he asked me out on a proper date and I asked him if his girlfriend would mind? he replied "we're free agents and who's telling her anyway?" We had some fun but I was way too young to go into a bar or anything so we just used to hang out. We went out a few times over the next few months, but I knew he was still seeing his girlfriend as well, but when his parents were out for the day he would sometimes take me to his place and we fooled around - still fully dressed, I was wearing my first bra now although I really didn't need one and used to let him feel my tiny breasts under my T shirt and let him put his hand between my thighs - Even though I was xxxteen, I felt so grown up and he made me feel desirable, I was definately falling in love with him. When we on the couch kissing, I let him pull down my shorts and rub my virgin pussy between my panties a couple of times which felt really good, the thin cotton pressing between the folds of my lips, I didn't ...