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My Very First Time - losing my innocence
Date: 4/16/2016, Categories: First Time Author: matureamateur
... actually cum but I do remember having very wet panties. I had never even experienced an orgasm, ever. I pushed it a bit and asked him outright if his girlfriend "let him do that?" he was very dismissive and was obviously reluctant to talk about her, but when I pressed him he just said "sometimes she does, but her pussy doesn't feel as good as yours" which I'm not sure made me feel any better. I asked him if he enjoyed fucking her because to me she looked much more mature and shapely but he said "lets not talk about her I'm with you right now and I'm enjoying you more, I love you because you look so young!" I was determined to let him want to be with me and to give him what he wanted. I quickly realised like so many guys I have met since, he was sexually exited by younger girls, so I gave him one of my girly smiles and for the first time started to stroke his straining crotch with the palm of my hand and felt him shudder and make a kind of grunting sound as he came in his pants. Realising the pleasure I was giving him was fantastic. I just wanted to please him.The Journey Begins I asked him a few times for reasurrance that he loved me and he said he'd show me how much very soon when I was ready. When I had just turned xxxxxteen, he told me his parents were away on a trip for the weekend and asked me over to hang out at his place if I wanted. After raiding his dad's bar cooler for some wine we sat on the couch kissing and cuddling, I felt quite sophisticated drinking ...
... chardonay in the middle of the afternoon like an adult. After a while he suggested we go and have some fun, he said bring your wine with you and he led me into his bedroom - I'd d***k a couple of glasses already and felt quite playful as I downed the remains of my wine, I remember trembling with anticipation as he held me and started tongue kissing me, it felt so wonderful to be on our own. I thought we were going to just play around a little like before but he started to slowly undress me, but despite the wine, I stopped him when wanted to remove my bra and panties, I just wasn't sure I was ready for anything more. I can't really explain it, I felt exposed and hesitant but deliciously exited at the same time - and then the situation changed as I watched him strip down to his underwear then hold me really tight kissing me on the mouth and reaching down to my neck with his mouth, he reached around my back and unclipped my tiny bra searching out my breasts and cupped them in his big hands, gently sqeezing my small pink nipples with his fingers obviously enjoying me. It was the first time anyone had seen me naked like this other than at school and I was so exited with anticipation. He leaned up and smiled and reached for my trembling hand placing it around his bulge, it felt hot like a coiled spring as I wrapped my long fingers around his urgent shape constrained by his tight underwear. He reached down a little and put his fingers against my panties and started rubbing my pussy through ...