Homeomorphism - Step 01 - Sex Stories

Homeomorphism - Step 01

... matter of doing what your brain demands so you can live the rest of your life how you want to live it! You could refuse to eat, if you really wanted to. But it wouldn't take very long for food to become your only focus. Every moment of every day would be inundated with thoughts of eating - thoughts of satisfying that urge. Why would you live with that if the solution was as easy as having a bite of food?"

Charlotte's expression became sympathetic.

"It's not fair that you were born this way, I know that, but what's done is done. This is the brain you have. These are the urges you have. They will never go away. If you don't accept that, your life will be so much worse."

Hayley was glaring at Charlotte now, unwilling to speak.

Charlotte's mouth hung open, stuttering for a moment, clearly nervous to say what she was going to say next. "...to be honest, Hayley, I...I think you already know this."

Hayley squinted, challenging Charlotte to continue.

"I don't...I don't think you like to admit it, maybe not even to yourself, but I think you know that orgasms are, and always will be, a part of your life."

Hayley recoiled, shaking her head in disbelief. "Fuck you! I don't-"

"How often did you masturbate before that day in the hotel room?" Charlotte interrupted her, her own voice growing firm.

Hayley scoffed. "That's not-"

"Before you started this schedule. How often?"

Hayley looked away, unwilling to stare Charlotte in the eye. "Every day."

"And did ...

... you enjoy it?"

"No."

"You did it because you had to."

Hayley refused to respond.

"I agree with you Hayley. You shouldnever feel the need to masturbate in a hotel bathroom. It should be your choice where and when you cum. That's why I think it's good you're doing this...masturbation schedule, or whatever you want to call it. But decidingif you cum is not your choice to make. Sooner or later, the answer will always be yes."

Hayley exhaled in exhaustion, shaking her head. "Masturbating isn't the same as eating, Charlotte. It's disgusting. It's...debased."

Charlotte nodded, acknowledging that she heard Hayley as she pieced together her response in her head.

"I think...I think this is the second issue. The serious one."

There was a hint of curiosity behind the anger in Hayley's eyes.

"I...I don't understand why, I was hoping maybe you could tell me, but...it seems to me like you have some sort of aversion to masturbation. To indulgence, in general."

"No shit."

"Separate from your need to control your body, I mean" Charlotte clarified. "At least...I think? Maybe it's connected? I'm not...it doesn't..." Charlotte stopped herself to think for a moment. "When was the last time you masturbated because you wanted to?"

Hayley looked at her quizzically. "I don't...it...I don't know. Never?"

"Why?"

"I said why. It's disgusting. And debased. And animalistic. It serves no purpose beyond satisfying a momentary, base desire."

"Why does it have to ...