Just Once - Part 3 - Sex Stories

Just Once - Part 3

... Mathew’s predator's aggression and our sexual chemistry. That was all it was. An unquenched desire to devour each other.”

Elaine stopped and looked at me. I was shocked at what she had said. I am sure the doctor explained it this way, but hearing it in Eliane’s graphic words and description was very hard. Chills ran through me. I felt sick, and I am sure I looked terrible.

“Alfonso, are you OK? You look terrible? Oh no, baby, have I gone too far? Are you OK? Have I told you too much?” Suddenly, Elaine was terrified that what she told me was too much. “No, no, what have I done?”

I snapped out of my daze and reached over to Elaine. She had her face in her hands and was crying.

“No, Elaine, it is OK; just hearing your graphic description of what had happened emotionally is extremely hard to hear. I must hear it, but it is so hard. It makes me wonder if I can ever be what you need emotionally. I have my doubts after hearing what you have said. But you need to continue, please.”

I pulled Elaine to me and held her, letting her cry.

“Elaine, you have to finish this. I need to hear the rest of Dr. Wilson’s talk. Please, let’s get through this.”

Elaine pulled away and stood. She walked around and went to get her some water. She left the room, returned, sat, and drank the water. She looked at me with sad eyes.

“Elaine, I do not need to hear about what you and Mathew did. I already know that from hearing you for so many hours. I do need to hear how you and the ...

... doctor finished today. Then I have some things to say.” I explained.

“Alfonso, I am so sorry for all of the pain I have caused you and the doubts you have in me. I want you to be clear about what happened with Mathew and that there is no way it could ever happen again. Even if Mathew were standing beside me naked with a raging hard-on, I would not feel the way I did yesterday. It was an emotional tsunami that just happened. I understand my body better now and could resist him or any other man and will forever. The only sexual explosion I ever want from now on is with you, only you, Al. You are my man.”

Hearing her words and the conviction in her voice made me feel better.

“Elaine, what happened at your doctor's session today?”

“Al, it was good. We reviewed yesterday’s session, my feelings, and my understanding of what and why it happened. We went over some other issues that could affect us. I set appointments with the doctor for me for two months and two with her for you in the next two weeks.

We talked about STDs. She said that Mathew may have infected me, and I needed to be tested. She said there was a clinic down the street from her office, so I stopped there on the way home and was tested. We will have the results in a few days. I am sad that you will not want to touch me and make love to me until you know I am clean. I understand, but I want you badly, and now I can’t have you. This is just another issue that resulted from my stupid decision.

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