Just Once - Part 3
Date: 12/24/2023,
Categories:
Cheating
Author: MaxxNRachel
I had a fitful night. My mom helped me get to sleep. She held me, and we talked about life and how things always work out for the best. She reconfirmed what Dr. Wilson had said, "We all make mistakes. Some of them are mistakes we make consciously, and some are mistakes we make that are made subconsciously and are heavily influenced by others. When we realize what we have done and its impact, we react by either accepting what we have done and the ramifications of the mistake, or we may decide to blow it off, not caring about the effect the mistake has on everyone involved. The third thing that can happen is we become so devastated by the mistake and the fact that we could have ever been involved that we cannot recover, which ruins our life.”
My mistake has driven me into a depressed state as I have become devastated, doubting my self-worth and me as my husband's wife. Dr. Wilson was able to help me understand that it was not a moral weakness or character flaw that allowed me to participate but more of the natural animal chemistry that happened. She explained that it was the perfect scenario. It was perpetrated by a man who came into my home and violated my body because he wanted to. His physical prowess overwhelmed me, and my internal sexual desire let him in. That is not a flaw but a natural reaction to animal lust. The problem was not my character but the physical need for sexual satisfaction, which was only brought on by my strong sexual desire, coupled with my lack ...
... of sex, which allowed the skilled sexual predator to control me.
I thought about the doctor's assessment, which made sense to me. I am a highly sexual being and crave a lot of sex. My husband has always been able to satisfy my needs, but he was away, and an unknown predator was allowed inside my house.
The doctor explained, "Then the perfect situation occurred. Enter a highly sexual male with a powerful animal magnetism, and he is a sexual predator, a fucker of women. He encounters a highly sexual female, horny due to the lack of sex for several days. Their pheromones mix, and sexual chemistry is created, building to the perfect sexual storm. At that moment, neither of the parties could be denied the pleasure they could give each other. Their libidos meshed perfectly. Mathew's predatory aggressiveness and your high sexuality and desire to be wanted created perfect chemistry for the sexual explosion that occurred."
The doctor had me think back over my short adult life, asking if, since Alfonso and I got together or before, I had ever had feelings with anyone similar to those I had with Mathew.
No, never before had I been in a situation like yesterday. Yes, I had been with other men before Al, and I was attracted to many men, but I never felt the animal magnetism, the pull, and the power I felt from Mathew.
Mathew was a hot man, and I was excited about him. He got hard looking at me. He had a big cock and a beautiful body, and as soon as I saw him naked, nothing ...