Her Matter Of Trust
Date: 8/15/2017,
Categories:
Taboo
Voyeur,
Author: kap007
... think... I...I never meant to hurt you! Now you see how horrible I am!" Colin rushed over to her side. "Mom, it's not you're fault. It was that guy Ben, he tricked you!" He said. "No. I was deceived by Ben, that's true. I thought he was someone I could trust. But that doesn't change the fact that I still did those things with him and (please forgive me, Colin!) I enjoyed them. But it wasn't all like he said. It wasn't something crude, at least it wasn't to me...it was something beautiful. It was channeling a love I have for you I had no right feeling, but yet I did. So, I must be perverted. I'm so sorry Colin, I would have done anything to keep this from you, but now that you knew I had to talk this out with you!" Colin banged his fist on the table. It startled Aileen and made her jump. "Damn!" Colin said. "This never would have happened if I had spent more time with you. He never would have hurt you like he did." Aileen was confused. "What do you mean?" she asked. "Mom...when Ben said that you liked to pretend you were having sex with your son...sure, I was floored, but that's not what's been bothering me since that night. It didn't matter if what he said was true or not, either way the reason he was there was because of me." Aileen couldn't understand what her son was trying to say. "Colin, you're not making any sense, he was there because of me, you had nothing to do with it." Colin sighed. "I've been holding something back, for a long time, but I can't keep it to myself ...
... any longer." "Colin, you can tell me anything, you know that." Aileen assured him. "Well, if you're perverted, then so am I. I have had fantasies about you, for a while now. I just thought it was natural for a son to love his mother like that. You've always been there for me. When I thought no one else in the world cared about me, there was always you telling me how much you loved me. How could I not fall in love with you? I love spending time with you, doing things with you, just being with you." Aileen was stunned and she didn't know what to say. He had been having fantasies about her? He was in love with her? The very idea was enough to give her an anxious feeling in her stomach and make her pussy begin to moisten. Aileen gave herself a mental shake. She had to get control of herself! It was wrong to feel this way! "But a few years ago I started getting teased for being a mama's boy, mainly by Seth." Colin continued. "He was unrelenting. I shouldn't have let it get to me, but it did. Thinking that what I felt for you was an impossible dream anyway, I was determined to prove that I wasn't a mama's boy, so I distanced myself from you. "Then I met Sheryl and the feelings I developed for her were real, but nothing compared to what I felt for you, but still I was trying to distance myself. I came to love her only because I had closed off the part of myself that was in love with you. "I was devastated when Sheryl broke up with me, but since last Friday that hasn't been the thing ...