Her Matter Of Trust - Sex Stories

Her Matter Of Trust

... that has been troubling me. Mom, I don't think I could go on living if I ever lost you. That guy, he hurt you, and it scared me to death. To make matters worse, I realized it was all because of me that it happened. I abandoned you. I detached myself from you because I was afraid of what it looked like when I was hanging around with you all the time. You got lonely which led you to the internet and befriending that asshole. It was my fault you got involved with him. He was there because I deserted you. If I hadn't let Seth's taunting get to me back then, this would never have happened." Tears were welling up in Colin's eyes now. "This was the second time I caused you to be hurt. I'm so sorry." "Second time?" Aileen said perplexed. "The first time was with Dad. The time he beat you up, that was all because of me too." Aileen felt like someone had reached into her chest and grabbed hold of her heart and was squeezing it. How long had he been holding that in? She grabbed hold of her son and hugged him tight. "Oh, Colin, never, never, ever blame yourself for that!" "Why not? It's true! I remember that day. It all happened because of me, I made Dad angry and..." "Colin!" Aileen stressed, "You need to understand this, your father was an abusive man and he would have turned on us sooner or later no matter what. It was my fault for not leaving him earlier. I've blamed myself for that so long and I made a promise that I would never let you be hurt again, now look at where we are. ...

... Just look." Colin took hold of Aileen's arms and looked into her eyes. "Mom? It seems we both have been carrying around a lot of guilt for a long time. What if...what if we stopped blaming ourselves for what's happened in the past and just forgive each other for whatever wrongs we think we may have done to one another? I love you so much and I always will." "That sounds wonderful Darling." Aileen said through tears, she was just so happy he didn't hate her for what she had done. If he forgave her, it was time to put the guilt behind her. "I will always love you Son. You can trust in that at least." "I know," Colin said, "I may have lost my faith in the rest of the world, but I'll never lose it in you." "Baby, don't lose your faith," Aileen said placing her hand on his cheek. "There is joy in the world. I still believe that because after all I've been through, the world still gave me you. That makes up for all the pain. You'll find your own joy, just give it time." "What if my joy is staring me right in the face?" Colin said taking her hand in his, and then he leaned in and placed his lips on hers. The kiss was tender and it was passionate and Aileen had no will to resist it even though she knew it was wrong. Let me just have this moment... Aileen said to herself. She closed her eyes and surrendered to bliss. Colin was all that existed to her. All she heard was his breathing, all she smelled was his body, all she felt were his lips, and when he parted her lips to slip his tongue ...