Her Matter Of Trust - Sex Stories

Her Matter Of Trust

... with my life. I thought I knew her, but she betrayed me. It makes me wonder if I will ever be able to trust anyone else." Colin's words shook Aileen to the core. They echoed exactly her thoughts of late. Both of them were going through the same crisis of losing trust. Then another thought slipped unbidden into her mind. He could trust me... Aileen was surprised by the thought, and she found when she tried to dismiss it, it would not leave. Colin could trust her. She loved him so much, she would be so good to him, and he would never have to worry about her loving anyone more than him... She couldn't believe what she was thinking. How could she think of her own son that way? The same reason she was turned on by all those mother and son i****t stories and the role playing with Ben, the reason that she couldn't admit to herself until now why it appealed to her so much. After all she had been through, the idea of a mother and son in love seemed so heart achingly pure. The bond was so strong between a mother and son, the son was the one person the mother could trust not to hurt her. At least that was how it was between her and Colin. Aileen was struck by an epiphany. She not only loved Colin, she was in love with him. Aileen felt a surge of arousal in her loins with that realization, immediately followed by an intense wave of guilt. My son is pouring out his heart to me, and I can't stop thinking about how much I desire him! Aileen thought, disgusted with herself. Aileen was ...

... having difficulty breathing. How could this be possible? Was she truly the most perverted woman on the face of the Earth? She couldn't allow herself to think of her son that way. But she knew she would never love anyone as much as she loved Colin, and it broke her heart that it was so wrong to love him that way. She felt a single tear escape her eye and run down the side of her face. "Mom? Are you okay?" Colin asked. "I'm so sorry Colin," Aileen said. "Mom, none of this is your fault," Colin said. "It's all my fault," Aileen said. She wasn't talking about Colin's situation with Seth and Sheryl though, not directly. "It's my fault that I'm such a horrible mother," she said as more tears fell freely. "Mom, what are you talking about? You are a wonderful mother! You've been the only one I can count on!" Colin said. Aileen shook her head. "I've let you down; I know I have, even when I promised you I wouldn't." "Mom, I...I don't understand?" Colin said perplexed. "Does this have something to do with what happened with that guy Ben?" Aileen could only nod. "You said you were sorry that night too. Did what he say...was it true? Did you really do those things with him? Those fantasies?" Here was the moment of truth. Aileen had to confess now or she didn't think she ever would, and any hope of salvaging their relationship would be lost. Aileen brought her hand up to her face to try to control her blubbering but it was no use. "I'm so sorry!" She said. "I knew it was wrong, but I didn't ...