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A Stepmother's Sin - Chapter 5: I try to understand what is motivating my stepson
Date: 1/6/2017, Categories: Taboo Author: submissivemom72
... First, I needed to make sure that I was protected from pregnancy. I would use my diaphragm religiously in addition to getting on the pill starting today. Robert and I needed to have a candid discussion and agree what was in and what was out of bounds. It was now five o'clock, time to go home and face my son. Going home to face Robert As I got up to leave, it dawned on me, I needed to always have my diaphragm in place when I came home. Robert needed not know I had it in place, but I could not risk being taken, either by force or by seduction, without having time to get my protection in place. I went into the ladies room with my purse. I entered the stall, opened my purse, removed the beige diaphragm and filled it with spermicidal jelly. Sitting on the toilet, I open my thighs, and inserted my diaphragm, covering the opening of my cervix. At least now I had a barrier to protect me from becoming pregnant by my stepson. I convinced myself that I was doing this as a strictly precautionary measure, not intending to resume the intimacies with my stepson. I convinced myself that I did not know what I would encounter at home, and had to be prepared in case Robert go too insistent. I shook my head in disbelief that I had inserted my diaphragm in case my nineteen year old stepson insisted upon taking me tonight. Amazing. And being honest with myself, I knew if he 'insisted', I would cooperate. I arrived home that night to find Robert had prepared a meal for the two of us, and had ...
... already chosen a bottle of wine for us to share over dinner. He was attempting to create a romantic mood for his ‘date’ tonight. “Can we talk?” I asked as I sat down at the dinner table with a plate of blackened tilapia in front of me. “Sure, what do you want to talk about?” Robert said with a sly grin. I took a sip of merlot as I gathered my thoughts. “About all that has happened between you and I the past two nights. I realize I may not be able to convince you that this is wrong, or that it should not have happened, or that we need to stop and place this in the distant past….” Robert interrupted, “That’s good. My work here is done!” he said as he pumped a celebratory fist in the air for effect. “Robert, please, don’t joke now. This is not a good situation for you. You should be chasing college girls, developing relationships with girls your own age, and ultimately finding one you will marry and raise a family with.” “Mom, I intend to do all those things. But I want you too. I need you. All I ever wanted was to have a woman like you. Now, not only do I have a woman like you, I have you. And I am never, ever letting you go. You are mine now. There is nothing anyone can do about it; not you, not anybody. A part of you will always belong to me.” There was a real passion and conviction in Robert's words as he spoke. I thought I actually heard his voice crack slightly revealing the level of emotion he too was feeling right now. Once again, my head was swirling. There was no question, ...