1. A Stepmother's Sin - Chapter 5: I try to understand what is motivating my stepson


    Date: 1/6/2017, Categories: Taboo Author: submissivemom72

    ... Robert was feeling deep, passionate and real love; not simple teenage lust. To him, this was a committed relationship; a life long commitment of sorts. It was wrong, it was twisted; but it was real, genuine, and to him, beautiful. I could not help being flattered that any man could be so taken, so in love and so committed to me. It was certainly more complicated and emotionally charged since this man was also my stepson; but it was flattering nonetheless. No man had ever been this taken with me, or smitten with me. If I am honest with myself, I must admit that at that moment, I did not want to give this up either. It was also clear that Robert did not think he was doing anything wrong for him, or for me. He did not see any way that passionately loving me would harm me. And it was clear that he was a very tenacious and determined young man, and he was not going to be dissuaded from this course upon which he had set us both. After several moments of uncomfortable silence, I responded to what Robert had said, “Robert, you need to understand that I really believe we made a mistake, what we did was wrong, and that we should stop this insanity now…” “I will not let you make this into something ugly or wrong,” he interrupted. “I think I understand that - or at least, I accept that is how you feel. I disagree. But I accept that I am not going to change your mind. But you do need to understand that I really think we should stop.” I paused to let that sink in. “But regardless of ...
    ... whether or not I can convince you to stop, we need to establish some boundaries and guidelines,” I said while watching closely for Robert's reaction Robert initially looked puzzled, and then he smiled, relieved at this sign that I was considering some scenario where we would continue. “What would those boundaries be?” he inquired. His demeanor was much more positive now that he understood that I was not going to insist we end this torrid love affair at all costs. He seemed to be actually beaming at the thought that I was agreeing to continue our intimacies. “Well, first, you need to have other interests, pursue other girls your own age; if not while you are here, certainly when you return to college.” “Okay, that seems fair. Are you going to date other men while I am staying here this summer?” This brought a huge smile to my face. “No, I think I can give up my very active dating life for the next three months while you are here. Robert, I have not been ‘on a date’ in nearly six months. I have not been ‘with a man’ in the sexual sense in nearly a year prior to me ‘being with you’ last night. My dating, and my sex life have been very boring, and very inactive. Robert, my sex life prior to you was... well... non-existent.” I chuckled as I answered. “That’s good, because, to be honest, I would not like to have other guys taking you out, and ‘doing you’ while I am here.” “Doing me?” I laughed. “You know what I mean. I know that we are not going to be a monogamous couple for the rest of ...
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