### 2015-06-28: Blog - Sex Stories

### 2015-06-28: Blog

... given me two orgasms already and I'm just halfway through. Either I must've needed that, or it's hotter than usual. ### 2015-06-22: Age, experience, lack thereof So, I'm 38 years old; I was born in 1977. I'm basically ancient. Moreover, I've been depressed for most of my life (no thanks to my dad), so you'd think I got this shit figured out by now. Well, I haven't. The best I can do is - at least - recognize when I'm depressed and identify it as such, listen to my body, follow where it leads me, and hope that it'll be over soon. That's not a great trick for a 38 year old monkey. Beyond that, I'm perfectly clueless. I thought that my periods of laziness and un-creativity would pretty much coincide with my periods of depression, but that doesn't seem to be the case lately; I keep writing like there's no tomorrow. (Which is not a great sentence when you're not feeling particularly chipper to begin with...) So, I don't know. Should I just keep on publishing? That'll draw the trolls and haters and all the drama that made the situation worse to begin with, but I also crave the thanks and praise and nice comments that I usually get, and which make it all so worthwhile. Without them, I'd have stopped writing long ago. Or maybe a selective approach - publish on the (mostly) drama-free platforms (Lit, SOL and ASS/reddit) and stay away from the drama havens for now (sexstories/xnxx, lush). I really, really wish I would have someone to take care of the publishing for me, and would ...

... answer mail and comments on my behalf. Anyway, I like to keep my little "story sunday" schedule going, at least for as long as I write enough to actually publish a new story every sunday. (Looks good right now, got enough for six weeks in advance.) On a brighter note, I've just discovered a great new person to fawn over: Jiz Lee! I already learned from there that October 21 is Fisting Day, and I so will have to celebrate that. ### 2015-06-21: Productive and SlApT Well, alright. I've been productive. Depressed, still, but productive. I keep sleeping for most of the days, but when I'm up, I've got a million new ideas, so that's good. One of those is something that came to me shortly before I fell asleep last night, and I literally spent all day getting it to work. It's a bit more involved than writing a regular story (even though it has just as many words) because I had to first figure out how to keep score and make responsive multiple-choice questions in Twine 2, but I'm proud to say that after 8 hours now, I've finally got it done. Take the Slut Aptitude Test, y'all! ### 2015-06-20: Bytes Whenever the world will find out that "bytes" are just characters, it'll feel so stupid. ### 2015-06-19: Depression, deletion Okay. I'd say good morning, because it's always morning somewhere on the net, and I like the idea of a new dawn and a new day. But that's not how I feel. That's not how I feel at all. I've gotten involved with a particular story site a little too deep and the ensuing ...