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The Only Exception Ch. 07
Date: 8/7/2024, Categories: Gay Male, Author: byloveandlust28, Source: Literotica
... darkest secret but now that you know the truth and you've had time to think, you don't want my heat. You changed your mind, just like Drew," he retorted weakly while he continued to shiver beneath me. "Puppy-" "Don't-" he protested as he looked away. "Shh, honey look at me. You've got this all wrong. Haven't you been listening? I didn't change my mind, not in the way you're thinking. Last night you were in an extremely emotional state. Were you even thinking clearly when you asked me to join you? I just don't know if it's a good idea. I still want you and I'm not going anywhere. I want to help you through your heat. I really do but I also don't want you confused and out of your mind when I can't do anything more. I want what's best for you. I swear I'm not rejecting you Benny. I just don't want to make anything worse," I explained as delicately as I could while caressing the side of his face. "You won't make it worse. Being with you could never be as bad as being alone. Please don't leave me alone," he whined desperately, once more turning his slender neck to me, inviting me close and driving me crazy with desire. "Please spend it with me like you said? I won't cause a scene. I'll be so good. I promise I won't make you feel bad for not being born an alpha. In fact, I'll never ever bring it up again if I can help it! I just want you. I swear. Please stay with me." I sighed in frustration, wishing I could make the younger man understand. He wasn't doing anything ...
... wrong by wanting an alpha and a small part of me insisted that I really could be all the alpha he needed. He accepted me. I could make him feel good and I cared about him so much. He always came back to me. I was in love with him. He was mine. His heat should be mine! Shouldn't it? It was so wrong of me to try and back out when my omega needed me. It seemed I had no other option. It's not like I wanted him to spend his heat with someone else or worse alone and feeling rejected. If he was going to be this upset about it, then I really did have to join him. I took no time to reflect on the strength of my desires, not noticing how they felt so deeply imbedded into my brain that they almost felt like instincts. However, whatever rearranging was happening inside my mind was far less appealing to me than reassuring my hypersensitive omega. "Alright. You win. I'll spend your heat with you. Hush now. There's no reason for you to be this upset. You know I won't abandon you if you need me. I never have and I never would." I finally said before I kissing his cheek, careful to avoid his offering, even though I wanted nothing more than to ruin that spot. I wanted to bite that bit of exposed skin until it bled. "Promise me," Benny insisted as he gripped my shoulder tight, probably fearing that I'd back out again. "I do promise. I shouldn't have gone back on what I said in the first place. I'm sorry puppy. I just.. I have a lot on my mind and the last thing I want to do is make ...