The Only Exception Ch. 07 - Sex Stories

The Only Exception Ch. 07

... that spot, holding on for dear life, but I held back from the strange temptation. I didn't understand why I felt like this but I also knew I needed to reign myself in before I did something extremely stupid.

Benny shivered lightly when I reluctantly stayed away. "Alpha?" he questioned softly. Then he gave me a look so vulnerable that I instantly felt guilty for how I'd gotten him to call me alpha.

"Sorry baby. I know I shouldn't touch you there. I got a little carried away but I won't let it happen again," I explained feeling deeply ashamed of my actions.

The omega pouted at me, "Don't stop," he pleaded, even as I shook my head no. "Please?" he begged before offering up his neck once more.

"I don't want to confuse you," I reminded him and, with great effort, I ignored the seductive offer in favor of kissing my way down his chest. To my surprise Benny stopped me and wrapped his arms around my head, pulling my face back into the side of his neck, back into temptation.

"My alpha can touch me wherever he wants," he insisted. Hearing him say that sent a thrill of pleasure down my spine that was immediately soured by his following words. "It doesn't matter if it makes me uncomfortable or desperate or confused. Do whatever you want to me. Please, don't stop."

"Now Benjamin," I lightly scolded, barely able to keep a hold of myself with how he begged but I felt like stopping mattered more. "It does matter how you feel. It always has. I'm not going to torture you," I ...

... explained as I kissed his forehead.

"But you love torturing me!" He protested with an annoyed huff.

I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair, feeling unreasonably hurt and irritated with him for saying that. "Not like that!" I nearly growled as I glared down at him. "I'm not going to use your wolf stuff against you. Even if I have your permission. I won't be like them. I won't force you to lose yourself! It's not some fun little game for me to see you out of your mind with a need I can't meet. I won't be the reason you're like that." I was nearly yelling at this point but the intensity of my desire to be different from the humans that abused him was unparalleled.

"But-"

"No Benjamin! Do not ask again. Don't you remember what you were like? You were so lost and miserable when I couldn't reciprocate in the way you needed, because, despite what you call me, we both know I'm not a real alpha. I'm useless for you in that way. So I refuse to purposely confuse you like that again. I'm sorry I got you worked up over it to begin with. I shouldn't have. I fucked up."

"But.. you agreed to spend my heat with me," he argued, sounding devastated. "D-don't you get that I will crave an alpha during my heat? I always do.. that's kind of the point! And.. even though it's not logical, I don't care what you say! You're not useless. You are my alpha! At least to me and my omega. I can't help feeling like that, so why wouldn't I want you there? And yes, there's a very good chance ...