1. The Only Exception Ch. 07


    Date: 8/7/2024, Categories: Gay Male, Author: byloveandlust28, Source: Literotica

    ... mattress, and my toes curled in pleasure. I gripped the sheets beneath me and let out a shaky breath. It felt like I was experiencing another orgasm, much smaller but no less pleasurable as I continued to piss, barely aware of the mess I was making. For just a moment everything felt perfect. I was buzzing and warm, lost in a floaty world where nothing bad could ever happen. I stayed in that world for ages before my reality started to shift back into focus.
    
    I slowly came back to myself and the first thing I noticed was the smell of my own urine, then I noticed how wet I was. The full realization of what I'd done settled in on me and I felt quite ashamed of myself. I let out a strangled sort of cry before fresh tears sprang to my eyes. I was suddenly overwhelmed by so many feelings. We had never done something like this before. The whole scene was intense and deeply intimate in a way I hadn't been prepared for and, although I was so happy with the experience, I was also deeply mortified for having enjoyed it. I was disgusting, surely, for giving into such an animalistic desire in front of my human.
    
    Not human. Alpha. My wolf insisted but I was in no state of mind to listen to the disgraceful creature. I almost hated the omega side of me for finding gratification in this. What was wrong with me?
    
    "Shhh, stop talking nonsense puppy. You are a good boy. So perfect. You're so good for me."
    
    It was then that I noticed I was babbling out loud to myself, in addition to ...
    ... being in a brand new position. My alpha was curled up behind me, protective arms around me as he held me against his chest. I finally stopped my incoherent mumbling to take comfort in my alpha's scent but I scrunched up my nose in disgust when I realized that scent was now tainted by what I had done.
    
    "You're so fucking beautiful when you let go like that. Did you know?" He purred into my ear.
    
    "You can't mean that," I argued, feeling confused as to why he would want to hold me right now when I was so filthy. He shouldn't want to be close to me. We should be cleaning up.
    
    Adam let out an exasperated sigh but didn't argue. Then, in a very soft, self conscious sort of voice he said, "You know, I didn't actually say it before but I should have."
    
    "Say what?" I asked, momentarily distracted from how disgusting I felt.
    
    "Last night," he started and I froze, suddenly hanging on to his every word. "I didn't actually say the words out loud but I should have because, well... because I feel like I was born to say them to you. I.. I.. Benny.. You have no idea.. just how much... I love you."
    
    "You what?" I asked, sure I'd fallen asleep because I had to be dreaming. This couldn't be real. This couldn't be the moment he confirmed my suspicions. Not after the mess I'd made of myself. It was ridiculous.
    
    "I love you. I've completely fallen for you. I'm in love with you Benjamin," he whispered into my ear as he squeezed me tight. "And I'll tell you over and over again until you ...
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