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Hypnotryst - Part 2
Date: 11/17/2015, Categories: Bisexual, Author: blin18
... it? SR: Uh huh. TW: I want you to think about that feeling for me. Concentrate on what you think an orgasm should feel like. Can you do that? SR: Mmm. Okay. TW: Tell me about it. SR: Um … it’s sort of a breathless, flying feeling. Like when you lean back on a chair past the tipping point, that weightless, scary feeling in your chest? It’s like that, except it starts in your groin; and you can feel it spread out through your thighs and your bottom and your stomach as you go past the tipping point. TW: That’s actually a pretty good description. Did you read it somewhere? SR: Uh uh. I’ve felt it before. TW: When was that? (EDIT: There is a pause in the recording as Susan does not respond. TW) TW: Susan? Do you remember when you last had that feeling? SR: I don’t think I want to remember. TW: I think it would be good for you to remember. I think not remembering might be one of the things causing your anxiety. Now, are you still in your safe place? SR: Uh huh. TW: Nothing can hurt you in your safe place. Not even memories. Okay? SR: Okay. TW: Susan, I want you to try to remember for me; when did you have that feeling of an orgasm? SR: It was … at college. At a party. TW: Were you with your boyfriend? SR: Uh huh. TW: And did the two of you have sex? SR: Umm? I think so, yes. TW: You think so? SR: I was pretty drunk. It’s not very clear. TW: But you remember the feeling of an orgasm. SR: Uh huh. TW: And you were with your boyfriend? SR: Uh huh. TW: And did he do something you ...
... especially liked? SR: Umm … I’m not sure. I don’t think so. TW: Did you do anything different? Something you don’t do with your husband? SR: I … I don’t think so. It’s blurry … confusing. It’s hard to concentrate on. TW: Hmmm. I want to try something different now. I want you to take a trip with me. SR: Where are we going? TW: We’re going to go back to that party to help you remember what happened. Is that okay? SR: Um … can’t we just watch from here? TW: Not if you want to remember; if you want to get better. I think we need to go there to remember what happened. But there’s no need to worry, I’ll be right there with you. SR: (sighs) Okay. TW: How old were you then? SR: In third year at college? Um … twenty-one, I think. TW: Okay Susan. I want you to imagine you’re holding a huge bunch of helium balloons, okay? You’ve got so many of them they lift you up into the sky. Can you feel that? SR: Uh huh. TW: Now you’re going up, high up into the sky. And the higher you go, the further you can see. But it’s the past you’re looking at, and as you go higher, you can look further and further back in time. Okay? SR: Okay. TW: You can only see last year right now, but you’re still going higher. Now you can see your kids being born … SR: Oh, yeah! TW: And now your wedding. But you’re still going higher. Now you can see your graduation. We’re nearly there. In another moment, you’ll be able to see your time at college, when you were twenty-one. Can you see it yet? SR: Um … yes. I can; I can see ...