1. A Second Time With John “Revised”


    Date: 3/12/2024, Categories: Diary, Author: markerss

    ... looking at me, and then pushed me to lay back. Laying back and moving up, so my legs weren’t dangling over the end, John immediately climbed on the bed too.
    
    Again as we looked at each other, he told me, “It’s really nice to be with you again.”
    
    I didn’t respond, I didn’t know what to say, but he eventually leaned toward me, giving me a kiss.
    
    It was obvious he was thinking about something and after a few seconds, he asked, "What do you want to do?"
    
    I was hesitant, but as I looked down, John casually laid back. He then took hold of his semi hard cock, and watching intently, he started pulling and stroking it. I wanted to feel it, and he had to know, because as I continued to look down, watching he said, “Give me your hand.”
    
    Looking up, he reached for my hand and then as he again placed it around his cock, and started having me rub it, I again had thoughts about going down on him. See I was nervous, he asked, You’ve never done this before, right?”
    
    Looking over at him, I didn’t say anything, but he was smiling and then he asked, “Do you wanta to suck it?”
    
    It was obvious he knew what I was thinking, and yea, I had wondered what it would be like to actually suck a guy’s cock, but I was scared to do it.
    
    I tried to focus on just stroking it, not really sure what I wanted to do. Seeing I wasn’t willing to go down on him, John casually moved his one hand to the back of my head. Looking up at him as he shifted a little, he smiled and then pushed my head down, ...
    ... trying to indicate he wanted me to.
    
    I continued to be scared to do it, and as my head got close to his cock, I wondered if he had cleaned it off. I again was hesitant but looking at his cock as it got close, i again looked up. Looking at me, john said, “It’s okay,” and when he took hold of it, he told me, “Open your mouth.”
    
    Thinking about having his cock in my mouth was intimating, but it was tempting too, and when it got close to my face, it smelled like he had cleaned it, and when it touched my lips, I closed my eyes, letting him put it in my mouth.
    
    Feeling the head of his cock in my mouth was weird but it was a turn on too. I couldn’t believe what I was doing and as John put both of his hands on my head and said, “That’s it,” I glanced up.
    
    He had his eyes closed and when he made my head slowly move up and down, and the head of his cock went in and out of my mouth, I thought, “What if he cums?”
    
    I didn’t really think he could, but it was in the back of my mind and yea, in a way, I did want to taste it. He was hard now, and after forcing my head down, causing me to gag a little, John suddenly stopped and said, “Oh yea, you’ve gotta stop.”
    
    Figuring that, “Yea, he was probably going to cum,” I looked up at him, letting his cock drop out of my mouth.
    
    John grabbed my shoulders and pulling me back up , he smiled and said, “That wasn’t so bad, was it?”
    
    When I didn’t say anything, he continued by semi jokingly saying, “Well, you’re really good at it.”
    
    It did ...