Sun and Sea Final
Date: 1/15/2024,
Categories:
Gay Male,
Author: by4mnowhere
... kitchen. "I was sitting on the floor and in the five years that we knew each other, I didn't know what to say to you when you just sat next to me, our sides touching. After so many talkathons, fights, laughter, tears and love, I didn't know what to say. I knew I didn't want to say 'sorry'. I wasn't able to look you in your eyes. I had messed up the situation in my head in the morning in the cabin after our first time but that day I wanted you to hit me, hurt me but love me."
"But I was just happy you guys were okay and Kitoo is our kid, he is a little you. I have two of you to love. I was not angry with you, I was and still am a bit scared of you. You made me believe I am low on your priority list. But... you are mine and I was and am never letting this go." I hugged him and he warped his hands around my neck and kissed the top of my head. " I still remember when I kissed you that night", I smiled at the memory. " After almost 18 months, I kissed the love of my life and he tastes like children's medicine ... I still remember it was strawberry flavoured." He kissed me again on my neck and chuckled.
"Kitoo was not having the medicine and was fussing and turning his head around, so I just landed up having it myself", we shared a soft laugh.
"I want Kitoo to choose now. I can't do this to us, I am being selfish for us. He gets us as a package deal from now on. I will be heartbroken if Kitoo chooses them over us but you will be there with me and my world is always a ...
... better place with you in it, so I will take my chances. Whenever you look at me, I am 17 again and when you look someplace else, I feel lost." I smiled and he kissed my forehead.
"Babe, I have never looked anywhere else!" I pulled him to my lap and kissed him.
"You shouldn't love me so much, you know, it makes me cocky." I said, smelling his hair and kissing him repeatedly on his head.
"What if he likes them better because they are a normal family and not like us... we are weird even for a same sex partner... an idiot and a meathead?" He stood up and started pacing.
"Hey!! Don't call my hubby cubby an idiot, that's my thing and I thought you love my meat head." I stopped him and hugged him back to me. "You know what babe, Ravi will not look so normal after I am through with him. I will Hulk out on them and scare them away."
"You stay with me okay, let Kitoo drive this and you hold on to me."
"I Promise, I don't have a choice when it comes to me and you, I will do anything for you, and we are his home, he is not going anywhere." I said, "And Happy Birthday baby!"
"Why are my birthdays so fucked up?" His words muffled my hug.
"Because you are an idiot." I kissed the top of his head as he hugged me tighter.
Sun and Sea: Choosing my Family
Narrator: Kitoo
I dropped Myra outside her apartment building gate and just kept looking ahead, not able to talk.
"You never let go of what you have for what you may get Kitoo. Dad, when broken and scared, found ...