Bee's Story, My Story Ch. 11 - Sex Stories

Bee's Story, My Story Ch. 11

... kind of pale."

That kind of caught my attention and I felt my face grow hot.

"Well, you DID look kind of pale?" He observed, and it actually got a slight chuckle out of me before I felt the anxiety return. I looked up at him, pleadingly.

"Have you been avoiding me?" I asked as evenly as I could muster.

He looked genuinely confused. "What? No! I- it really has been a busy week. I- why would I be avoiding you?"

"Well, because of... Look, umm... this is really hard, okay? But... about Monday-" I started.

Now it was his turn to go red. He tensed and I wish I could have read his mind.

"-We need to talk about it. Okay?" I said softly while I sat up.

"Yeah..." he admitted as he set down his messenger bag and sat on the couch facing me.

We sat in silence, and I was wringing my hands, trying to figure out how to start. I opened my mouth to talk a few times before changing my approach. And finally the words came.

"I'm sorry for putting you in that situation. I- I shouldn't have done that, and... I just... I don't know. I hope you don't hate me, just-"

"HATE you?" He interjected. "Why would I HATE you for something like that?"

"I-"

"You don't have to apologize for what happened. I wouldn't have gone through with it if I didn't want to."

I paused and contemplated for a second. "I just never want you to feel forced to do something- I don't want you to do something you'd regret- I don't want you to feel coerced-"

"I felt- I FEEL none of ...

... that. Seriously. You gave me a choice, remember?"

I thought about it, I know I did, but I feel like the way I presented the options may have felt a little... weighted. "I know, but I was just afraid of you feeling like you DIDN'T have the choice"

"I wanted it just as much as you did." He said. And it pierced the air. I felt my eyes widen. I gripped the arms of the chair a little tighter.

"So... you don't regret... anything? Even though I'm your-"

"Not at all. It was the hottest thing I've ever experienced. And I don't know. I love that it was you. I never thought I'd say that, but it made me feel closer to you?"

"I mean, it's kind of hard not to feel closer to someone after you nurse from them and make them... yeah."

He sat back a little and nodded his head. "Look, do YOU regret what happened?"

I stared at my knees and shook my head. "No... I- I really don't. If it had pushed you away from me, or made you hate me... I would. But really... I couldn't stop myself that night, I don't know what happened. I'm kind of glad it did though. In the moment I wanted nothing else. And I just wanted to be close to you, and for you to enjoy my milk and-

He touched my hand, startling me. "Me too. I'm still here, and I'm not going anywhere. I definitely enjoyed it. Maybe I'm wrong, what with my lack of experience, but it sounded like you enjoyed it too."

I blushed hardcore.

He sat up a little higher. "So wait, did you REALLY- did you cum?"

I nodded my head, ...