1. Miss FLR Ch. 01


    Date: 12/4/2023, Categories: BDSM Author: bySubWes, Source: Literotica 

    ... mechanisms to deal with things better but got me thinking of what would make me happy. And, to my shock, encouraged me to get a sugar baby.

"Get sex regularly and get social again. You can afford it." She helped me look through ads on a couple of sugar dating sites. Met quite a few young women, mostly college students or young professionals starting out. Janet advised hiring two of the women. A law student and an artist. Both were open to women.

"They can share you and you'll get a monthly threesome." Carrie had wanted to fuck girls together but I never took her up on it.

"Uh Janet one thing I did not tell you. Um ah... I'm sorta small."

"Lucas. You've been with me months now. I knew that by your third session. You project it because you are ashamed. Here's a secret. The bigger your checkbook, the bigger your dick is."

Followed her advice. Both women accepted. Had dates every weekend. They switched off. One night each month was a threesome. Janet was so right. My dick size made no difference. Toward the end of the year the artist told me she liked smaller dicks. Easier to take and those guys were usually gentler and grateful for sex.

Life became calm and good. Still ached for my oldest daughter. But could let Carrie's nasty, manic missives bounce off me. Implied I'd stop the money train if she didn't back off.

Revelation. I wanted a woman to take charge. Janet clued me in that if the woman was in charge my fear of Carrie like passive aggressive would ...
    ... dissipate. As we explored this she helped me open up to my submissive desires. Emotional and sexual. Had repressed them.

"Lucas you want a woman to be what your mother wasn't. Accept your nature. Take charge. Make you feel loved and safe. You feel sexually inadequate despite your great sex life. Most guys would envy what you got from Carrie. Now you have two attractive young women fuck you. But your small penis and social 'norms' denies you enjoyment from sex."

She gave me research assignments. A huge list of links and sites to explore. Several of the sites had lifestyle and sexual profile tests. Sent all the results to her.

"Lucas open up your mind and heart to find what will make you happy in life. Release your true self." I tried.

Janet laid out her assessments based on all the above.

"Lucas is a pleaser. He wants the lady in his life to be happy and fulfilled. You can achieve this by being with someone assertive and strong. Knows what she wants and demands it. You focus on her needs and desires. Respect and follow her lead. The right lady will seek your input. Decisions are hers. Open yourself to her and she will mold you into her perfect, little, man." Little said with a wink. Made me grin instead of shamed.

"Sexually you are clearly a submissive. Woman is in charge. That excites you. Yes?" I nodded yes.

"Warning. Open up to things you think are too kinky. Limits are hers to set. Not you."

"Like what? I spanked and fucked Carrie in the ass. Having ...
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