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Miss FLR Ch. 01
Date: 12/4/2023, Categories: BDSM Author: bySubWes, Source: Literotica
... Never masturbated more than those weeks. Rubbed one out just before going to pick her up. Feared being hard the whole time. "Hey Lucas." She jumped in the car leaned over and gave me a big wet kiss. Her tongue explored. Damn was already hard. Whispered in my ear. "Can't wait to blow you." Proceeded to give me directions. Just a few blocks from her house the street dead ended into the back of a park. "Our make out spot. Nobody comes here till late." Kissed me again as she unzipped my pants. I flinched big cause had not told her my secret. Am quite small. So much several girls had laughed at first seeing it. Carrie went down. No reaction to my size. Blow job was better than the local cheap pros I went to. Couldn't have been more than three minutes and I blew my load. She popped up with that big grin and licked her lips like she was shooting a porno. After dinner back at my place fucked her three time. Second date the next night got 3 blow jobs. Then she had me fuck her up the ass. She preferred it that way! We were married that fall. Honeymoon just a long weekend drive through New England. Every day started with straight fucks. She wanted a baby. Most guys would have been in dream land. First few years I was. Constant sex was incredible. Carrie was clear kink was desired. She was submissive and wanted light BDSM. Spanking and when she was horny tied her face down and fucked her ass. Even our first daughter arriving the next summer didn't slow things ...
... down. After a year and newborn, Carrie's issues started to dawn on me. Very passive aggressive. I was the man and in charge, which she loved. As long she got what she wanted. When she didn't I got an ear full. In a minute she would go from calm to an emotional meltdown. The incredible sex did not make up for the turmoil and emotional abuse. She would go into days of depression. Those times she demanded harder spankings. Asked for whips and canes which I refused. By year 3 we had a second daughter and my new career was taking off. Hired after my masters to be a junior trader on Wall Street. Hours were killer. But by then was happy to not be at home too much. My close friends called it the Carrie roller coaster. Stuck with her for the girls. My family and hers demanded lifetime marriages. I have a long lost aunt who was shunned just for getting a divorce. My decision was to wait till my girls were in college to pull the plug. Skip forward. Divorce at the age of 44 was the worst year imaginable. Ballistic Carrie, daughters hysterical, both families pounding on me. But I made it. The girls both calmed down. Youngest even supported me emotionally. Totally aware of her mother's shortcomings. Everybody else in the families cut me off. Lonely and depressed finally decided to get help. Tried a counselor but he quickly determined I needed therapy. Therapist saved me. 2 sessions a weeks. Took months for me to get back to average. Janet is very open and accepting. Not only gave me ...