1. Once a Nerd Ch. 12


    Date: 12/2/2023, Categories: Gay Male, Author: byhardwoodstudios 

    ... skinned enough to demand a cough. "—fault is that?"

"You liked it though, right?"

"I thought I was dying."

His chest jumps, a huff for a laugh: "You always say that. That was—fuckin' nuts though."

It occurs to me, Dean's dick had nothing to do with any of this. We didn't actually fuck. I shift slightly, and I'm surprised to find his cock mostly soft where it's squished under my thigh. Insecurity twists in my chest. Was I so unsightly, it...turned him off?

"What...what about you?"

"What about me?"

"You didn't cum."

"I did?" He says it in a question, like it should be obvious.

"What—when?"

"When you did."

Dean'snever, not once, cum untouched. He was using both hands on me, so he wouldn't have been able to jerk himself off. Is he lying to spare my feelings? Shame blows my ribs out, and my brows collapse in a scowl. Like I haven't cried enough, my eyes are stinging again.

"Don't...don't lie about it. If you didn't—"

"Hey, hey, are you...crying? Sammy, what's—"

I drag my head up to look at him, and his expression is one of total bafflement.

"Did I—"Fuck. "...was it bad? For you?"

Dean gapes at me like I've sprouted a fifth limb, but he sobers when reading the frailty in my face. His hands smooth up and down my back as he explains: "Sam, that was thehottest goddamn thing I've ever seen or been a part of. I thought my heart was gonna explode. I held it in as long as I could, but you kept rubbing against it. Whenyou came? I busted so ...
    ... hard, thought I was gonna lose a nut. I've never...seen you like that before."

"Like...what?"

"Just...gone. You're always trying so hard to hold it in, hold yourself back. I knew you'd probably like it, but I didn't think you'd lose your mind like that. It was...fucking amazing."

Halfway through the spiel, I get embarrassed enough to return my cheek to his chest. I believe him, but at what cost?

"What time is it?"

"...nine?" He guesses.

"I wanna sleep."

"Let me clean you up first. I've gotta change the bedding, too."

"You do? Why?"

Dean rumbles a laugh: "Sam, do you have any idea howhard you came? I mean, you lost more than your mind. There's probably not a drop of liquid left in ya."

"Are you—are you shitting me right now?"

—

What a way to start the weekend.

Not only did Sam let me do it, butwhat a fucking turnout. Every bit of what I told him was true, and what I'd imagined the week before didn't come close to last night's reality. It was all I could do not to paint his back prematurely. God, he was gorgeous. He's always gorgeous, but breaking him of ego and restraint over my knee? Feeling the answering burn in my hand as it smashed off his perfect, pretty ass? Listening to him cry his fuckin' heart out? Christ, the way hegushed?

I mean, that's a lifetime of spank material.

Unfortunately, we can't make a habit of it. He was genuinely miserable in the shower, and his poor ass—it'll bruise. It's already bruised, actually. I checked. ...
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