1. The Infatuation Part 1


    Date: 11/23/2023, Categories: Trans, Author: Bella_TS

    ... sexual education from watching certain porn genres. The type where the men were rough and dominant and controlling with the women they fucked. The unbelievable type of porn where the woman is telling the man no, but as soon as she sees his cock she can’t control her sexual desires.
    
    Derrick liked to plan things out before he acted on them and he did so with the thongs he did to me and had me do with him. I could imagine him lying in his bed before he went to sleep thinking of what he would do to me or have me do the next time we were together. He was also a bully.
    
    Derrick didn’t physically bully people, but did so with his intelligence and his words. He bullied me and the nerd friends he had. I suspect he did so because he was bullied at school and not being able to physically bully people. He used words and brains to bully people he could. Derrick seemed to be the leader of his small group of nerd friends he hung out with.
    
    Derrick could be cruel and a little sadistic and enjoyed humiliating people with his intelligence and also, as I found out sexually, as well. He had other fetishes and kinks, some I had done before and others I had not. I not only helped him satisfy them, but enjoyed helping him satisfy them.
    
    My infatuation for the boy was so strong that not only did I tolerate him to treat me in such ways, but going against my personality and character, I thoroughly enjoyed him treating me that way and got off on it. He treated me in a way I had never let a ...
    ... man treat me unless being paid for it when I was younger. I came to get a great deal of pleasure from it that after my affair with Derrick ended, I not only allowed other men I dated to do some things to me Derrick had done, but I encouraged it and suggested it.
    
    It even got to where when Derrick would not see me for a week or even longer I got scared he was getting bored with me and would send him text messages begging for him to come over and see me. I would promise him he could do anything he wanted to me if he would just come over and at least let me give him a blowjob and taste his cum.
    
    The boy quickly started to consume my thoughts, and he was all I could think about. I would spend money on him; buy any sexy outfits he wanted me to buy to wear for him, and any type of sex toy he wanted to use on me I purchased.
    
    I even took the boy on three out-of-town trips for a few days and paid for everything. On one three-night and four-day trip, we went to the mountains, where I rented an isolated cabin. Derrick bought a friend with us. The two boys fucked me almost constantly, played with me, had me dress certain ways for them, and acted out kinky sexual games with them.
    
    I enjoyed our trips, not just for the sex, but because on the trips we didn’t have to hide our relationship and could go out in public together. We would go out to eat, walk along the beach, hold hands, and show other public displays of affection.
    
    I knew Derrick had a transgender fetish, and he watched ...
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