The Infatuation Part 1 - Sex Stories

The Infatuation Part 1

... since I was sixteen. Then there were his looks.

I consider myself an attractive woman and have been told I was many times. I am feminine, have a nice body, and am pretty. I don’t consider myself a narcissist, but I can be somewhat vain about my looks. I am not tall, standing only five foot six inches, my breasts after my surgery are thirty-four C and I have long dark brown hair. I have always dated masculine, attractive men. Derrick was not that.

While not feminine in looks, personality, or mannerisms, Derrick was a nerd and looked like one. He was tall, skinny, not attractive, and had a mild case of acne on his forehead that never cleared up while we were together. It was not at the point where it was gross-looking, but it was noticeable. He looked like the classic nerd from movies and TV minus the nerd glasses.

The boy was exceptionally intelligent and had a love and fascination with science and anything electronic, robotic, and computers. His intelligence made him a very arrogant young man who liked to correct people when they were wrong just to embarrass them.

By the time I started my affair with the boy, he had written a Mod for a particular computer game he played. The Mod became so popular for the players of the game that the company who created the game paid Derrick around thirty thousand dollars for the Mod. He put the money aside for the college he was going to attend after he graduated high school. Derrick had been accepted to MIT. Yes that MIT, The ...

... Massachusetts Institute of Technology in Cambridge, MA. The boy did have a reason to be an arrogant asshole.

As our affair progressed, there were the things I not only allowed him to do to me and I did for him but highly enjoyed doing them and made my suggestions of ways we could do kinky things.

I am not a submissive woman for the most part and not at all subservient to the men I date. Yes, I have enjoyed submissive activities such as being tied up and fucked and played with and having sex toys used on me, but I never considered myself a submissive person sexually. I certainly am not submissive or subservient in my non-sexual life. With Derrick, I was both sexually submissive and subservient to him non-sexually.

I am an affectionate and passionate woman and I love sex and being sensual, but when I don’t want to have sex, no means no. With Derrick, however, I could never say no to him and I could not keep my hands off the boy. I constantly wanted his cock in my mouth, to taste his cum, and for him to fuck me. I could never resist him even though I often tried at the beginning of our affair.

I still don’t understand why I was like that with him and not like that with other men I have dated or had sex with. Well, at least where I was not getting paid to have sex with them. When I was an escort and the men paid me to be submissive, I was.

When we first started having sex, Derrick was a virgin, which I was not surprised by. I soon learned that he must have gotten his ...