Revenge, Pt 14 The Truth - Sex Stories

Revenge, Pt 14 The Truth

... relax, letting out a deep breath, but she still held her body too stiffly. "We can keep talking about it, if you want." I said. She didn't look at me. "Actually..." she said, "I think... I need to be alone." I opened my mouth in surprise. That stung. "Fine." I said, trying to sound neutral and calm. I got up and left without another word passing between us. I crossed the hallway to the the guest room, got in and lay down on the blanket without undressing. How long was I going to be in here? How long did she need to think? God, why did it hurt so much to be asked to leave? Was it just a bruised ego, for once not having her fawn over me and worship me? Well, partly. But mostly I was worried. Genuinely worried that she wouldn't want me again. Worried that by tormenting her instead of being honest with her from the start that I'd ruined everything for good. But I didn't even like her at first, I reasoned. None of this would have happened if I hadn't wanted to hurt her in the first place. It was that original dark desire that lead to all ...

... my sexual self-discovery, there was no possible way I could have handled this properly. Responsibly, like I should have. I cringed as I remembered all that justification to myself, telling myself over and over that she wanted it and I didn't owe her any explanation. I'd been dragging her into this unknown world of pain and control, and she responded to it better than I'd ever hoped, but had no guidance or information to help her. I'd failed her. And somewhere along the line I'd started to actually care about her. That thought irritated me. I started this all for revenge and I'd ended up getting too attached to her to even enjoy it. I could break her heart right now, if I hadn't already. Just by saying a few simple words... I could destroy her. And a part of me still wanted to. I hated myself for it. ====== As I said at the beginning, these are my stories, on a NEW account. If you want to get in contact, check my Forum profile. Any fans, well wishers, or if you just have any questions, suggestions or the like are welcome to get in touch.