Revenge, Pt 14 The Truth - Sex Stories

Revenge, Pt 14 The Truth

... "Um... being a freak?" she said. "Masochism." I said simply. "Oh." she said, surprised. Then, as if finally understanding, "Oh..." "Yeah." I said. "Earlier today you had an orgasm from nothing but being whipped. You like pain. You're a masochist." "I've never...I've never thought about it in those terms before... I thought...well, I don't know what I thought." she said. "I thought I was just... fucked up. Or that I liked you so much that I even enjoyed you hurting me." I gave her a few seconds to digest this information. She looked afraid of the implications of this news. "So you're a sub, I'm a Dom." I said, "And if you're a masochist, then I'm a..." I trailed off, seeing if she'd answer. She didn't, but her eyes widened. "A sadist." I finished. She didn't move a muscle, but suddenly I could almost feel the fear coming off of her. I'd had much the same reaction when I'd first considered applying that label to myself. Outside of the BDSM community, the only people who were considered actual sadists were usually criminals, often the most violent and hated. It was pretty much synonymous with 'evil', or 'psycho'. At least, that had been my perception of the word. Learning that there were people who lived fairly normal, happy lives who would proudly give themselves that label had been an eye-opening discovery. "Does that scare you?" I asked in a teasing tone, "To think that the man you love is a sadist." She flinched when I said the word again. I suddenly felt totally ...

... vulnerable. "It's not a surprise, is it?" I asked, "After all the times I've hurt you..." "I don't know." she almost whispered, "I've just... I've never-" "Thought about it in those terms?" I finished. She nodded, still wide eyed. "This doesn't change anything... not really..." I said. I didn't know what else to say, so I decided to move on. I turned onto my back, looking up at the ceiling. "The exact wording of BDSM can sometimes be interpreted a few different ways." I said, changing the subject, "But it's actually six words arranged in three couplets." "Oh." she said, "You mean like, BD, DS, SM?" I laughed. It took her so long to understand that she had submissive traits, but this she got instantly. "Right." I said. "BD is Bondage and Discipline. That's when I tie you up, and punish you. They're basically just tools for dominance, at least for me. Some people like them for different reasons. There's a lot of room for personal preference and interpretation in this kind of relationship, not everyone has the same way of doing things." It felt good to talk about all of this, about what our relationship meant to me. I wanted to tell her about what it had felt like to discover all of this, but I didn't want to get distracted. "D/s usually stands for Dominant and submissive." I said, "Dominant is usually stylised with an upper case 'D', while submissive has a lower case 's', to highlight who's the more important one. I mean, obviously both are important, but it's another power thing. ...