New Control - Sex Stories

New Control

... shaved/bathed like that even if it is by a lover. By the 5th day I felt I'd come to terms with my chastity and started to find it easier to just forget about it. There were times I'd get really excited about something but I felt a conditioning starting to take effect and the excited feeling seemed to shift from a physical excitement to a more mental or emotional stimulation. That took a while to get over that adjustment. Also on the fifth day my computer privileges were renewed so I was able to return to looking at things that would excite me online. Yet again another wave of frustration as I'd return to sites like this one and almost felt disconnected not being able to "get into it" all like I was before. Knowing others watching the same fetish vids or watching the same live webcams were free and able to play while I was chaste and only able to watch and crave pleasure myself. By now I started understanding the total control my boyfriend has in the relationship now. After the first full week in chastity a new transformation started to occur internally which eventually started showing itself outwardly, ultimately that was my boyfriend's goal. He'd been pleased to find that while my sex was controlled and my behavior corrected I wanted only to please him -he knew it and I know it. One week quickly became two ...

... before I knew it and in the end I spent a total of 23 days without any release between my legs. It had been the longest I had been chaste ever; the previous record was 2 days. Finally my boyfriend unlocked for an entire day and permitted me to play both online and in our playroom as well as suit up in fetish gear that had previously been taken away from me. My first orgasm after 23 days was so intense I felt like melting into a puddle afterwards and was like nothing I'd ever experienced before, locked down and milked to completion then made to shoot dry several times capped it off and really made the reality of my boyfriend's control really sink in. After being allowed such freedom for a day I was really upset when that night I was again locked up and the new terms of the relationship were explained to me. Since then I've spent the majority of my days locked in chastity and only given release when I've "earned it" and I'm grateful whenever I'm unlocked now for a milking. One thing is for sure, it has really adjusted my attitude and made me realize that as submissive as I thought I was before that now I feel as if I've hit another plateau in my submission. I hope one day to be put on proper hormones and my boyfriend has now made it known that I have to earn them by striving to be a better girlfriend and toy.