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New Control
Date: 11/14/2017, Categories: BDSM Fetish, Shemales, Author: LaArana, Source: xHamster
... the day but little did I know the extent at which I was going to be chaste. I'm not fond of my "boy parts" but have just come to deal with them, my first reaction to being made to wear a device that would bring total attention to those parts was rather negative and I was punished for protesting being locked up. I like wearing tight clothing and gear that hugs my curves but having a chastity device on makes that difficult and the initial humiliation of having no way of hiding my boy parts was overwhelming. That of course brought with it new humiliations in the form of sissy fashions and dress that I was to begin wearing around the home. When it was first locked on me I figured that there would eventually come a time when I'd be released but my boyfriend never gave an exact date or time, simply telling me that it was"for my own good" and only when he felt I had earned the privilege would I be released. The first few days felt like an eternity filled with non-stop frustration. I've been conditioned to the point where it doesn't take much to make me horny and even the act of putting on my locking collar and wrist/ankle restraints or just slipping into a sexy outfit makes me super horny and excited. The chastity device quickly put a halt to that behavior and it also curbed my flirtatious attitude with others online. Early on in this new situation I felt I was going crazy from what felt like non-stop torture and I can remember calling my boyfriend at work begging him to ...
... release me at lunch time (which he didn't) and trying to find ways to get-off while locked up. The only stimulation I'm allowed when like this is of course anal and oral, at home during the day I'm allowed to play with plugs and vibrators which at first I was eager to do but when the result simply made me more horny and painful getting hard in the device I quickly stopped trying to pleasure myself and just concentrate on making my man happy. In the end this is ultimately what my boyfriend wants - to mold me into a totally dependant bitch/toy. Adding to my humiliation in the course of all this I discovered that I was to remain chaste even when I bathed. Realizing how silly it was for me to think that he'd allow me to be free and unsupervised in the bathroom; when I shower and bath I'm kept locked up, when it came time to shave parts of my body down there my boyfriend handled that and kept my hands either tied above my head in the shower or cuffed behind my back so I wouldn't be able to even touch myself. When he touched me I got excited and he responded by putting an ice pack on my crotch and making me go limp each time. The first time I was so horny I got hard 4 times while he was shaving my crotch area, each time I was subjected to the icepack and made to "cool off" before he'd start shaving me again. Odd its the first time someone else has ever done that for me as I've always kept my body hair free since I was a teen. I have to say its pretty humiliating being handled and ...