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THE PICNIC
Date: 2/9/2017, Categories: First Time Mature Taboo Author: brianbigdogsmith
... "Alright," I said resignedly, dropping down beside her and reaching for some purple somethings-or-other. "I know what you're thinking about," Ellen said as she picked flowers next to me. "You do?" "Yeah. You're thinking about Shelly, aren't you?" "Sure," I said, glad that she wasn't on to what I was REALLY thinking. "I know. I think about Ted all the time." Ellen stopped picking flowers and looked out into the lake. "I miss him so much, Danny. I just want him here with me. I love him. I need him. I'd forgive him for everything if he'd just come back to me." "It's not that simple, is it Ellie?" "What do you mean?" she asked, looking at me now. "What he did. The drinking. The meanness. Didn't I hear he hit you?" "It wasn't all his fault," Ellen said, taking hold of my knee. "Ted had a lot on his mind for a long time, Danny." "I know that losing his job was rough..." "It wasn't just that. It all started with that hunting accident he had just after Meagan was born." I remember," I said, "but his leg healed and he recovered from it." "No, Danny," Ellen said, looking around before she continued. "His upper thigh and groin were infected and they had to do surgery and use a lot of antibiotics on him. He recovered but it left him sterile." "Sterile?" Ellen nodded and bit her lower lip. "Yes. Ted wanted a big f****y, like his ...
... parents had, but after Mikey, Faith and Meagan, that was all we could have. We couldn't have another. Ted blamed himself for the accident and for the way he was. He felt like he wasn't a man anymore." "God, s*s, he couldn't cum anymore? I mean... no sperm? Could he get it up?" "Oh, he could function sexually and he had semen, but, as he put it, he could only fire blanks now. He got so he wasn't interested in sex no matter how much I tried to stay attractive for him or what alluring lingerie I bought to entice him. It all made me feel very unsexy myself!" "God, Ellie. Nobody knew." "Ted didn't want anyone to know. He was ashamed of it. That's when the drinking started and his missing days at work. I was coming unglued because I wasn't getting any and I practically had to **** him just to get serviced once in a great while. He called me demanding and unreasonable and we started fighting all the time and it effected the c***dren and led to Ted's boss letting him go and then, finally, his leaving me." "Gosh, s*s..." "Please don't say anything to anyone, Danny. Especially Mom." "Of course not. It will be our secret." "b*****rs and s****rs share a lot of secrets, over the years, don't they Danny?" What did she mean by that? I wondered as she stood up with her flowers and was now looking down on me. "I guess we do," I said as I got to my feet and handed her the batch I had picked. "And what about you and ...