She is the one - Chapter 19 from jashley13 - Sex Stories

She is the one - Chapter 19 from jashley13

... softly, her eyes watering. I sniffed, feeling tears threaten my eyes as well. “Yeah,” I said shakily, “But it’s worse that I did it and I have to own up to it. Alone.” Truth be told, I was pissing-my-pants terrified. Not just about losing Kayla but for her reaction. Anger, sadness, betrayal…whatever she reacted with was going to rip me apart. “Are you sure?” Tara asked, her hand to her mouth. I nodded and let out a big breath. “I hate that things can get so fucked up so fast.” “Jack…” “Yes, Tara?” “If…” She swallowed. “If the worst happens…I’m here for you, okay?” I’m not exactly sure, in the circumstances, if that was the best thing to say but the thought gave back a little warmth to my insides, which were numb with terror and despair. “Thanks, coz,” I said, feeling shivers run through my body, “Let’s just…try to act normal at breakfast.” She nodded eagerly. “I’ll go down first so it doesn’t look like…” She stopped herself and I could tell she was swearing at herself on the inside. I wasn’t blaming her. This was something that would be impossible to forget, no matter what happened with Kayla. “Okay,” I replied. She gave me one last look of sadness and left. I had to tell Kayla, I knew that much, but what the hell was I going to say? “Hey, sweetie, so I invited Tara into my bed last night and accidentally started making out with her and groping her when I woke up. Whoopsie!” Yeah…the groping part was going to be hard to explain. What was I going to tell her? That I ...

... thought it was her? Then she’d ask how I could possibly mistake Tara for her. I slammed my palm into my forehead. I’d have gladly had a second fight with Brad, on my own, if it meant all of this would magically go away. It was only when another five minutes had passed and mom called me from downstairs that I was able to break out of my thoughts and start working on composing my face. Amanda hadn’t said anything yet, at least. If she had, my door would have been booted open by dad long before now. She was waiting. If she really was trying to come after me again and would use this to seduce me or whatever, the best thing I could do was take away her ability to do it. Well, shit, that sounded fucking selfish. Confess to Kayla just so I wouldn’t have to deal with Amanda. Fuck… The entire way down the steps, I fought to keep my face relaxed but inside was a maelstrom of guilt and pain, made even worse when Tara looked up at me from the table. The flicker that passed between us was thankfully lost on everyone else, who were all eating their meal with gusto, but I felt it like an extra squeeze on my heart. “Welcome to awake, lazybones,” mom said, passing me the plate of bacon as I sat down, “Sleep well?” “I slept okay,” I replied, forking a couple of bacon strips onto my plate. “You still look exhausted,” mom said, frowning at my lack of verbosity, “Late night video game binge?” “Nope.” Amanda was looking at me out of the corner of her eye. I didn’t look directly at her but I got the ...