She is the one - Chapter 19 from jashley13 - Sex Stories

She is the one - Chapter 19 from jashley13

... me, it would be merciful at this point. I got into my car, looking away for a second as I opened the door, and when I looked back up she was gone. Gone…Gone forever? No, she said she’d text me back. When she was ready. How long would that be? She didn’t say she loved me back. I sat in my car for a minute, unable to move, to think, to comprehend anything other than the fact that I told her I loved her and had gotten no response. She didn’t… I shook my head. Tara’s words echoed in my ears again: “I want to believe that, even after you tell her, she’s still going to love you.” I did just drop a bombshell on her, after all. Even if she still loves me…She does! She does! SHE DOES! She has to! How could I live without… I put my face in my hands, too sad to cry. I was wallowing in self-pity, I knew it, but I couldn’t stop it. Kayla…just don’t hate me. Please don’t hate me. I had to go to work. I needed a distraction. Something…anything… Kayla… I can’t lose you. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Hey, Jack,” Frank said as I grabbed my coat from the backroom. I turned to him. “Yeah?” I asked, no inflection in my voice. He looked at me for a second, then gestured to the chair. “Sit down.” I sat heavily in the chair, focusing on a loose thread in my jeans. I had to resist the urge to pick at it. “What’s up?” “I’m putting that question to you,” he said, steepling his fingers, “You’re not the Jack ...

... we’re used to. Normal Jack would look at this Jack and give him a lollipop.” I didn’t smile. “Just some personal stuff. Sorry.” “No need to be sorry,” he said simply, “No complaints or anything. But…there’s something missing from the story and I’m thinking…” He pointed at me. “Like I said, it’s just some personal troubles.” “Those are the worst, aren’t they?” he said, running a hand along his chin and regarding me down his nose, “Need to talk?” I snorted a little. “You’ve got better things to do.” He picked up the papers he’d been looking through, stacked them neatly, then threw them behind him so they scattered on the floor. “My work has mysteriously disappeared,” he said with a small smile, “What’s up?” There was no way I was going to reveal everything. No way, Jose. If he knew one-twentieth of the fucked up shit that had been going on in my life…All the same, keeping it in throughout my shift had been like having shards of glass scattered throughout my innards, being driven deeper every time I thought about Kayla. Talking about it…might help. At the very least it would give me another reason to stay away from home a little longer. I took a deep breath. “Well…my girlfriend and I…no, just me. It was just me.” He nodded. “Continue.” “I kind of…accidentally kissed another girl. I thought it was my girlfriend, but…” He made an ‘eesh’ expression. “Ouch. Yeah…That’ll shit in your soup.” “Yeah…” “Accidentally?” I chewed my upper lip and nodded. “Completely. I really thought she was ...