She is the one - Chapter 19 from jashley13 - Sex Stories

She is the one - Chapter 19 from jashley13

... anything around us. My words just reverberated in my head over and over and over. My brain was empty, devoid of reason, logic, anything that made it run. The world stood still and it was horrible. I couldn’t even meet her eye. I was looking at her shoulder, noticing the fraying cotton. Probably Tori had been pulling at it. Had she played with Tori today? Was Tori mad with her for being gone so— “Huh?” I looked into Kayla’s eyes. They were confused. I took a deep breath, needing to say something to stop the pounding of my heart, the sourness in my stomach, the trembling in my limbs. “Tara…she came into my room last night. Carson…she’d been texting Carson and he has someone else back home he’s interested in so…She was upset and she asked if she could sleep in my bed with me and I don’t know, I was half-asleep. I didn’t even remember when I woke up. She was sleeping in my bed with me and I woke up this morning and I wasn’t thinking, or I was, maybe, and…I don’t know, I knew there was a girl in bed with me and I thought it was you and I just started…kissing her and then…I mean, I was still trying to wake up so I wasn’t thinking properly. I wasn’t thinking at all. And then I saw it was her and…” I trailed off. Shit…that was probably the worse way I could have explained it. Kayla took a second to process all of it and, to my horror, her expression started changing. She had been confused and now…if she had been angry, pissed off, out for blood it would have been better. Anger is ...

... easy to understand. You can quantify it and put an end-piece on it. Anger I can deal with. Pain…her pain…was something else. Pain and sadness slowly spread across her face. Her mouth fell open slightly and her eyes, so bright and lively, grew dull and watery. She blanched, turning her already-pale skin to a shade that made the untouched snow looked dark by comparison. Worst of all, though, was the look in her eyes. Normally, when she looked at me, I saw trust, love, a bond so strong we could feel it no matter how far apart we were. Now…there was nothing. Just nothing. It was that nothing that gave my heart the biggest kick of all and I babbled on: “Kayla, I swear, I thought it was you! You know I’d never do anything like that on purpose! I promise! It was all…I didn’t think…I wasn’t thinking. I just woke up and there was a girl and…I mean, you’re not just any girl but…I thought it had to be you because there was a girl in bed with me and, I mean, who else would it be? I don’t even remember Tara getting into bed with me last night. Like, not until she reminded me and even now, I’m trying to think about it, and I barely remember it. Like a dream or something. But I stopped as soon as I saw who it was. Right away! I promise!” Tears were running down my face and I was a moment away from falling to my knees. “Kayla, I swear, I didn’t do it on purpose!” “I believe you.” Her words cut through my rambling. “I…you…you believe me?” She stared at the ground and shrugged slowly. “I mean…I ...