ProfNigma Stories #4: Falling Pieces #7
Date: 9/19/2016,
Categories:
Celebrities,
Author: FrankSinner, Source: xHamster
... Maybe I'll figure it out one of these days. -I guess that'll be a pretty interesting day, won't it, Freddie? I suppose I should be happy that you didn't just come right back to me when it happened. But truth be told, I do miss hanging out with you. -Yeah so, sorry, you wanted to talk? -Oh yeah... that pretty much answers what was going to talk to you about I guess. I know we talked about trying to hang out over Christmas break... I know Cat would probably want to see Carly. And... I guess if we're just being friends, I'd like to see you. Even Sam could come... I'm sure I could get her in the basement somewhere... My parents are insisting on going on some cruise for the holidays and I have zero interest in going to some hot island when I could be enjoying the cold here. -So, you're saying your house would be empty and we could stay there? -Don't get any ideas, horndog... -I'm not. Think it would be ok if Spencer and Gibby came with? I know they'll probably come with. -Freddie, I live in an old empty mansion. Yeah, I've got the space. There was a really long pause where Jade typed variations on the phrase "I miss you," but deleted it over and over, doing her best to resist the urge to want him. She had nearly committed to saying something about her feelings when he messaged her. -I'm sorry. Jade was taken aback by his words, wondering if she was wrong and if she should just throw herself at him again. She shook the feeling off and wrote back. -For what? -I gave a lot of ...
... thought to what you said the other night, and you were one hundred percent right. I love Sam and she’s who I've always really thought of as the one. But this summer, that changed to you, and then there were two of "the one," which was confusing. And then all of a sudden you were a thousand miles away and as the saying goes, absence makes the heart grow fungus. Our long distance relationship just kinda turned into a situation where every night I was waxing poetic as you waxed your legs... and I don't know. Everything just seemed wrong with you and Sam all at once. I swear, if I could combine you into one, I'd be set for life, but I can't so I've got to be alone until I can sort it all out. -Freddie...Can I be honest without you making a big deal? -One way to find out. -Ugh... I hate you. Fine. Freddie, I love you and I miss you, and to be honest, if I could, I would be with you right now. And I hate that feeling. That's the worst part. I easily slip from wanting to ravage you to wanting to set you on fire on a daily basis. -… -On. Fire. But I just want you to know that when you're ready to make that decision I will be waiting. -See... that's the problem, Jade. I don't want you to be. I want you to date and be happy and live your life and not wait on me to get my shit together. If we are meant to be, we will. But knowing that you're out there waiting for me would just be unfair. You can't very well spend your life waiting on your life's falling pieces to find the right places. And ...