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ProfNigma Stories #5: If Wishes Were Hornets #17
Date: 9/13/2016, Categories: Celebrities, Author: FrankSinner
... type to be sentimental or overly emotional when it came to her love life, but she had never felt so empty. The only time she felt something remotely positive was when she finally realized where she knew Amy from. Except in her dream, the director had called the girl April. Once the realization and wonder if she was going crazy passed, her crushing depression and sadness returned in full f*rce. She tried eating a couple times, but her stomach was so tight that she couldn't really get much down before she felt sick. She had a very similar issue with alcohol. For the first time in her life, Jade was unable to sate her problems with booze. Jade spent almost the whole day downstairs, not wanting to go into her room and be assaulted with more memories. That was where they made love. That was where they laughed and kissed and cuddled. It was also where she felt a happiness she even imagined as he made her feel like a whole new girl. Jade was planning to just sl*ep on the couch, but it smelled like Gibby and she couldn't imagine having that smell waft through her nose for much longer. She headed up the stairs and managed to get to her bed before collapsing, unsure of whether or not to open her eyes, or even breathe the air of the room. Since breathing wasn't exactly optional, she took shallow breaths until she couldn't really smell Freddie's musk or his clean scent any longer. She crawled into bed, hoping she could get to sl*ep fast, and reached her arms underneath her pillows and ...
... felt something sharp. "Fuck!" she exclaimed, opening her eyes, turning on her lamp, and running her hands slowly underneath the pillows searching for what attacked her. Pulling out a small folded paper square, Jade was confused as to how it could have been folded so perfectly. Freddie, she thought, it has to be. She felt it was a little heavier than it should be and cautiously opened it. Inside, there were a few words and something taped up tightly underneath: -I knew my decision the moment I woke up this morning. I just need to make sure Sam's ok. She tore open the bottom part and a ring fell from the note. It was the exact ring from her dream, with the white gold heart frame with the jade green emerald. Jade could not get the ring on fast enough and of course it fit perfectly. She barely felt the tears of joy dripping down her face until the first one fell on her chest. Having this did nothing to fill her need for Freddie actually being there, and honestly she felt even lonelier. That being said, knowing that he had picked her and had given her this dream ring made her feel so much warmth and happiness. She wanted to call him and talk his ear off, but he was no doubt asl*ep in that camper. He said he'd call when he was home anyway. So for now, Jade West grabbed a pillow and gripped it in her arms tight and looked at her new found jewellery until the pain went away and she felt nothing but bliss as she sweet embrace of sl*ep swept over her, knowing that everything was about to ...