A big side effect (Sissy Story) by YKN4949 Part 1 - Sex Stories

A big side effect (Sissy Story) by YKN4949 Part 1

... said. I kept trying to think of more things to say, to seem natural but my entire game was off today. I just felt like she knew that there was something wrong with me. "Well," she said, not noticing my twitchiness, "We are going to need a new captain when I graduate this year. It is a tradition for the old captain to pick a new captain," she explained. I was barely listening. "Uh-huh," I said. "There is a lot of pressure on me to pick a junior. Usually we pick rising seniors. But I think it is more important to pick the right person. You know? Like, I am not just going to pick Julie because she is popular. She doesn't even show up everyday," She explained. "No," I said. We were in the cafeteria now. "So I want to pick Beth. But I know that no on else is going to support me. I need you to have my back on this. I would really appreciate it. If you can help me with that, I still have to pick an assistant captain for this year, and I have been thinking about you" she explained and suddenly it hit me. What she was saying. I had imagined this happening a thousand times in my mind and now it was happening and I was too worried about my...dick to enjoy it, "Would you like to do it?" "Umm..." I said, unable to speak. What an unbelievably strange day. "If you don't want to..." "NO!" I said, getting it together, "I definitely want to. I have wanted to do this forever. I just find the words. I am so happy. I want it. Please let me have it. I will back you up on anything you need" I ...

... said. I was a little too strong, but she took it in stride. "Okay, I am going to make the announcement this afternoon," she said and put her arm around me and gave me a little hug. We were standing at our table now. All of the other cheerleaders and their boyfriends were sitting at the table talking. "Hey guys," I said, and then sat down quietly. "Why are you late babe? Everything okay," Chad asked. He was my new boyfriend. We had just starting dating about a month ago. Things were going really well. He was sweet and kind and handsome. He was perfect. But looking at him now, I could sense how disgusted he would be by me if he knew about my problem. I knew he wouldn't understand. I gave the revulsion he would have for me if he knew right back at him. "Chad," I said angrily, "Don't worry about it okay?" "Hey I told you, I would pick you up but I can't. You live on the other side of the county. We'd both be late everyday," he said. Good, he thought I was angry again about a fight we'd had two weeks ago. "Listen I don't want to fight," I said, then I turned and started talking to one of the other girls. He rolled his eyes and went back to his friends. I tried to just talk to them, but mostly I just listened to everyone talking and zoned out. Finally, the bell rang and it was time for first class. The entire first period was just a blur. I sat in my normal seat. Second row from the back, right next to the window. I just found myself staring out the window, looking at a tree and trying ...