Kinky Vanilla: Chapter 1
Date: 8/5/2016,
Categories:
First Time
Hardcore
Taboo
Author: qudduse
... super strict with you and you've got, you know, changes going on right now, so it's perfectly normal to be confused-" "I'm not confused," she retorted coldly. I raised an eyebrow at her in a knowing "are-you-serious" look. "Okay", she admitted, "maybe I am confused." "Look, if you ever want to ask about feelings or weird stuff going on with you, as awkward as it may be, you can always ask me. I promise I won't laugh or make fun of you." "I don't want to talk about my feelings or puberty things." "What then?" "I want you." What. The fuck. Another awkward silence. I simply didn't know how to follow that. "I don't really think you said...what you were trying...to say." "I want you and me to be together. I want to make out, maybe have sex. I want to be...intimate." The fuck is she saying right now? Holy shit I really don't know Cammi that well. "Okay. Okay. Okay okay uh first of all-" "I'm too young." "Yeah-" "Second I'm your s****r." "I-" "And this is wrong." "...Yeah pretty much." "I don't care." I felt like I was in some horrible fever dream. "What?" "I'm not a little girl, Jordan." "No you definitely are." "No, I'm not. You'd be surprised what I know, like how to check your internet history to see what little girl porn comics you masturbate to." If brains could have heart attacks, mine would have ...
... at that very moment. "Even if Mom and Dad don't know how to use computers, I can't believe you just left that stuff out there." "Oh my God like THAT'S the weirdest thing that's going on right now." "I'm just saying..." I was about to say something when she hit me with another sledgehammer. "You're not the only one that watches porn you know." I looked her straight in the eyes with nothing but surprise and curiosity. "How long?" I asked. "A few months," she said shyly, "I watch real porn though, with real live people. Not often, just sometimes." "And do you...enjoy it? Do you touch yourself when you watch it?" I couldn't believe what I was asking. "No I don't masturbate. I just watch it to, I don't know, learn? I like watching it but not physically, except tonight." "What happened tonight?" "I tried touching myself. It felt kind of good I guess, but not like the people in the videos. So I went to your room and..." I don't know my s****r at all. "You were masturbating to a picture of me. And then I came over and basically invited you to have sex with me. Why wouldn't you?" Brain heart attack #2. "Are you...in love with me?" I asked tentatively, mortally terrified of the answer. "Yes," she replied, "...no. Look I love you like a b*****r but I'm not in love with you, okay? I guess I love you a little more than just a b*****r but not..." She trailed off again then ...