1. A b*****rs Plan


    Date: 7/25/2016, Categories: First Time Mature Taboo Author: brianbigdogsmith

    ... considered all of these options. But as I pondered on how these would turn out it dawned on me that I was only putting off the inevitable. One day this summer my b*****r would do it when I was least expecting him to. One day I would wake up a woman without knowing or experiencing the event. If I told my parents he would be out on his ass and I would be grounded for invading his privacy. I really did love him and did not want to see anything happen that could negatively affect his life or school. I finally decided to write my own entry in his journal. “Don’t do this. Please don’t do this. I love you and always have. I’m shocked and disgusted that you would betray my trust like this. I’m worried that you will hurt yourself and me with this crazy c********* scheme. You don’t need to f***e me. You don’t need to do this.” It was then that I wrote the last two lines that I would come to both regret and love: “I’ll do it with you. But we do it by my rules.” I looked at the last two lines and quickly saved the file before I had a chance to change my mind. I hit the power button on my computer and left quickly. I knew what I had done and would beat myself up over it for the next few hours. I stayed away for most of the day, hanging out with friends and endlessly walking circles around the mall. I couldn’t put off going home forever. It was a slow and leisurely walk back to the front door of my house. I stood there on the porch thinking about what could be on the other side. I ...
    ... opened the door to find a surprising calm. My mother was finishing up dinner and my father was sitting in his recliner watching the news. I walked towards my bedroom and saw my b*****r standing along my pathway. His eyes pierced me to the core. As I passed by I could see a slight grin on his face. He was smirking as if he had just secretly scored a goal at the world cup. He had read it. Nervously I turned on my computer and logged into his. Locating the file I allowed myself to stare at the filename for quite some time before opening it. I zipped right to the bottom and began to read his response to my entry. “I’m sorry. I should have never considered making you do it against your will. After reading your words I feel terrible. I will never treat you that way again. Neither in thought or in real life. I really don’t know if I should be happier that you are willing to be with me or that you figured out how to use SSH. I’m exited about both of them. You name the rules which you want me to abide by and I’ll do it. If only for a chance to be with you once.” It seemed to be a kick in the head for him. I seemed to have woke him right the hell up. He still desired me. He still wanted me but I felt as If he wanted me for love and not overwhelming lust. So I began to type up the rules which I had thought about all day long. “-You must keep your mouth shut. No one hears about this. Not your buddies at college, not your friends from high school, not your girlfriends, not our parents, not ...
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