Sisterhood of Sin -- 9 -- The Dangerous Game - Sex Stories

Sisterhood of Sin -- 9 -- The Dangerous Game

... pointed to the chastity belt. "Oh, such a simple question and such a complicated answer. When you cheated on me, you broke something inside me. You turned me into a cuckquean. Yes, I've been learning a lot about the dark side of relationships. You basically gave me a choice to either tolerate other women in your life as your wife or as your ex-wife. There was no way that I could ever believe that it was a one-time thing. "I was one hundred percent ready to set a match to our marriage. Then I..." I stop myself just short of telling him that I went off and had sex with a woman. It may seem unfair, but I still want him to wonder about how I spent the time I was absent, and who I spent it with, and how I gained so much confidence and used it against him. "I drew you into this open marriage agreement and cuckolded you. And we're both still fucking other people and we're both somehow coping with that." I deliberately said, 'cuckolded', to see how he would respond. He didn't. He accepted it as fact. "I think I'll never be able to fully trust you again, but I do still love you and I have a lot of respect for you. We almost fell apart because of poor communication. I know that I still have trouble directly talking about our desires, and I think you do, too. So I'm finding ways to let you know what I want you to know without directly saying it, and ways to learn about your desires without asking you or requiring you to tell me directly, because I think that's so hard for either of ...

... us to do. It's a way of letting you know how far I'm willing to go, and in which directions, all so we can make the most of our life together." "Honestly Cathy, I've been hoping that you would eventually trust me again. It hurts to hear you say never. Did I really hurt you that much? "Yes! No! It wasn't so much that you hurt me. You woke me up! You want me to be honest, don't you Dan? I'm one of those 'fool me twice, shame on me' types. The way I see it, I've agreed to stay in a marriage with a guy who fooled me once. And yes, I know I deserve my share of the blame for that, but still, I was fooled once. I have to stay prepared to burn this marriage and walk away, even if I actually can trust you. My self esteem depends on it, and if you do something that makes a hasty exit the right thing to do, and I'm not ready for it, I'll be blaming myself whether I deserve it or not. Being prepared keeps me doing the things that I have to do to make not trusting you not matter. So I strive to make myself immune to infidelity." "By evening the score." "I guess maybe it looks that way, and maybe there was an element of that in what I did, but I knew I shared a lot of the blame. I had to take the steps to correct for that. So I sent the gifts to you. It was very hard to do that. And to be honest, not all of my reason for doing it was good. I was thinking that they might reduce my share of the blame by confirming that you weren't a good lover. Every damn one of them failed to give me that ...