ProfNigma Stories #9: Learning Curves #11
Date: 6/1/2016,
Categories:
Celebrities,
Author: FrankSinner
... Freddie that night…" Tori said, looking over at the former tech producer. "It was… maybe the best night of my life. Kinda ruined now." "I'm sorry…." Freddie managed, standing to join them before Jade pushed him back down. "We're both really sorry. We should have put an end to this whole thing… you know, every time… things happened. But, I wanted you… and Freddie wanted you too, and really we still do, so we… were weak." "So I was… what? Your pet? Your fuck toy, like all those things you said when we… first…" Tori slowly played it over in her mind and she realized that they weren't wrong. "This is… my fault." "No!" both Freddie and Jade jumped to disagree, before Jade pushed him back down again. "This isn't anything you did, Tori… we mistreated you. Freddie led you on and I just… I don't know, facilitated it knowing you were falling for him because I thought it would make you happy. He told me about you saying I love you." "Yeah… he said it back the first times…" Tori said, unsure if she was throwing Freddie under the bus for Jade. "It changed things." "I know…" Jade said, moving forward with her arms open a bit, and Tori rushed to give her a hug. "He meant it… we both did, every time we said it. We just never considered-" "Until it was too late," Freddie said, standing up now that Jade's arms were preoccupied. "You have no idea how awful I feel, and I hate myself for ...
... leading you on all those times. And if-" "When did you know?" Freddie looked over at Tori with a confused look, wondering what her question was all about. "When did you know that you didn't love me?" "I do, Tori… you're an incredible girl and I really want you to be happy, and that's why-" "If you loved me, you would have been straight forward, and if you really wanted me to be happy, you wouldn't have had sex with me, knowing how you really felt… so that's bullshit…" Tori said, pushing Jade away a bit and facing Freddie. "So let me ask something else… Did you ever feel anything real or on par with how you felt for Jade?" Freddie paused for probably a second too long, earning a harsh look from both girls, before he finally took in a deep breath. "Yes." His one word answer earned a look of pure surprise from Jade and one of annoyance from Tori. "Every moment we spent together, it was something that was real and meant a lot to me. There were times when I could see myself with you in-stead of Jade in a number of ways, and there were moments where I could honestly see myself spending the rest of my life with you…" Jade now looked completely destroyed as she stared daggers through her boyfriend. "But life and love are all about ups and downs, and both are not as much about who you can live with, and more about who you can't live without. And for me… that's Jade. I could spend all day and night with you and never be bored or ...