Little Miss Calculation
Date: 9/1/2015,
Categories:
Group Sex
Author: kostis29
... crush looks like.” “No, we’re just having fun.” It felt like the right thing to say in Elaine’s head, but sounded all wrong when it came out. “Oh, that’s right. I forgot. You’re not supposed to have fun when you have a crush.” Rebecca rolled her eyes and continued. “You two are definitely cool with this? Because threesomes and, well, any kind of ‘-some’ can really fuck things up if you have any doubts.” “Seriously, we’re just friends.” She clung to that cliché because it had brought order to what was impulsive and let her wrap her brain around the mischief she was up to. Rebecca looked at Hayden, who’d been watching Elaine. “Sure, as long as you don’t expect anything between me and Tom.” “Are all guys this homophobic? No, as hot as I think that would be, Thomas isn’t into that, either. Elaine and I will just have to receive all your attention…” They squared away the logistics like they were picking the best night to go to the movies. Rebecca would go first because of her schedule and Elaine would follow two days later. “A night off for the guys. That seems like a good idea.” Hayden and Elaine lingered after the other two left, although Hayden stayed on her side of the booth. “So you’re sure you’re sure?” “Why does everyone keep asking me that?” “Probably because we suspect you’re not.” Last chance to slam on the brakes. But if she did that, would she lose it all? Would she go back to being referred to as “Little,” who read books at the front desk and folded her towels exactly ...
... how she was taught to? She didn’t want that. She was unsure of many things, but of that, she was certain. “I’m good.” They settled the bill and made their way out into the biting cold. “You know, I’ve never been this type of girl. I over-think everything and usually end up doing nothing.” Hayden pulled her against him by the lapels of her pea coat. Their breath billowed around them. “That’s not the girl I see.” She looked down and away, her blonde bangs falling across her face. Hayden pushed the silky hair back and drew her eyes to his. “It’s different with you.” Here would be the part where she’d tell him that she loved him, were this a love story. She giggled at that. She wasn’t even sure Hayden was capable of love. “And I’m having a lot of fun. So while I might not be sure, I know I want this.” She kissed him on the side of the lips. “I’ll see you around.” Going home together, Elaine reasoned, wouldn’t exactly reinf***e the casual nature of their relationship. For the first time since she met him, Hayden hesitated. “Right. See you around.” Elaine almost changed her mind. Almost invited him back to her place. Hayden turned and walked away before she could. She watched him stuff his hands in the pockets of his coat and melt into the night. Just friends, she heard herself explaining to Rebecca. Just friends… That night, she dreamt that she was a crash-test dummy, strapped into a car that was accelerating toward a distant wall, striped yellow and black. Wind zipped around her ...