Through These Eyes - Part I - Sex Stories

Through These Eyes - Part I

One of the things I really got off on when I was in high school was watching hot girls and women getting undressed for bed. I even pursued this hobby for a couple years in college. I need to explain what I mean by ‘watching’; I was a voyeur, a serious voyeur. I engaged in serious peeping on a lot of girls I grew up with and dated. I was good as a voyeur and I never got caught although I had a few close calls. I ran track in high school and I was fast. I ran a respectable 220-yard dash. On one particular occasion I was peeping on a high school graduate with a kick ass body. I was across the street scoping out her house and the adjoining houses when a squad car stopped in the middle of the darkened street. A policeman jumped out of the vehicle and he was carrying a shotgun. That night I ran my fastest mile. You’d be surprised what ‘nice’ girls do at night. I’ve watched girls playing with themselves or another girl and masturbating even couples fucking. I would masturbate while I watched them. Watching a girl or couple gave me a strange sense of power and it excited me erotically. Finally, I knew it was perverted or sick, but I didn’t care. For some reason, after I married I began to experience similar feelings to those I’d had in high school and later. I wanted to watch my sexy wife, Livvy, with another man. I knew a lot of men felt that way and it didn’t go anywhere. I believe my feelings were stronger as a result of my little perversion which I’d enjoyed. I had a virtually ...

... irresistible compulsion to watch a well-endowed man violating my sweet wife. I wanted to see her orgasm, uncontrollably, on his huge dick after she’d become so turned on she wanted it too. I honestly couldn’t stop myself and I felt helpless in the face of this overpowering desire, which I knew was terribly wrong. No matter how much I wanted to get these perverted thoughts out of my mind, I couldn’t. Every time we went out in public other men were constantly looking at my wife. They had always looked at her because my wife, Livvy, exudes sex and she doesn’t even know it or at least at first she didn’t. This went on for over a year and a half and ultimately I realized I couldn’t control my desires. I struggled with the idea especially how I would broach the subject with Livvy. I couldn’t open up and share these feelings with just anyone. I mean, how can you tell your friends you want to watch your innocent young wife being fucked senseless by another man? Ultimately, I concluded it was pointless, not to mention a waste of time. I rationalized this and concluded I might as well “forget it”. I was helpless and weak before the compulsion, which consumed me. I read about other couples on the internet and in books and finally I opened up and shared my feelings with my young wife. I was embarrassed and apologetic, but I was honest as I told Livvy I wanted to watch another man pleasure her. My innocent fledgling wife was shocked, angry and hurt; she thought I didn’t love her and this ...