A fantasy of a closeted CD - Sex Stories

A fantasy of a closeted CD

Hello there, this is my first story I have really written for people to read and to understand what type of fantasies I have. Also there will be some spelling errors that I will have to work out. I am a crossdresser and I have not come out about it yet. But I have always wanted to entertain some guy and have him enjoy himself. SO for my first story about one of my fantasies here it goes.... So as I dressed up in my Halloween costume I looked very much like a chick. The only thing that gave it away was the facial hair and well the adams apple and the hair. I kept it short and never really planned on growing it out. But sadly I knew I was not passable and that Halloween had passed. So now here I was without a purpose to wear this costume I had spent money on. If only I had a wig and maybe some shoes. The costume had come with a blue and white dress and some knee high stocking. I had a black bra that made it look like I had cleavage. Also I would wear any of the panties one of my roommates had. Well I stood there and the costume just felt so good and I was horny. Well crap how am I going to deal with this. Is what I thought to myself. So I grabbed my cock and did what any horny person would do and played with myself. When I was close I stopped and remembered I had something to help me get off with. I went to my closet and pulled out a old bag I had. Inside I found what I was looking for my old five inch vibrator. I stuck it in my mouth and sucked on it and that got me even ...

... horny. It also made me wish I had a real cock in front of me. Yes I had never sucked off a guy but I wanted to now. But after I sucked on it I grabbed my tube of lube I had in there and put some on two fingures and rubbed some on my ass and inserted them. Oh I was tight but I did not care. SO I fingured my ass then I grabbed the vibrator lubed it up and inserted it. Oh it felt good. But sadly it was not really what I want. So I kept fucking myself with it and after sometime I turned it on and it felt so good. Soon I was cumming all over the place. After I had cummed I cleaned up realized I wanted more but I did not have anything else to really fuck. Then my mind wondered and I wanted a cock for real. So I went online and looked for men wanting crossdressers like myself. I did not find many men but I did find places to place ads to find friends or people that wanted to have fun. So I put a add up titled "CD looking for a daddy for first time". I explained I wanted a older gentlemen to have fun with. that I was new to crossdressing for someone else and that I was not passable. I also said what I wanted. I wanted a older man that I could dress for in private and discreetly. Also that I was not ready to come out of the closet just yet about this. That we would have to talk for a week or two before I was comfortable meeting somewhere in public. That we would meet as guys and I would chose the place. Also explained that I worked and was usually available on weekends and that there was ...