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Bisexual widower

I’m a bisexual widower that only gets semi-hard these days. To say that impacts ones sex life is an understatement. My late wife would never suck my cock, so I sought out men that would suck me, and that eventually led me to sucking. She never knew. During my early days of bisexual activities, I visited a masseur who used a vibrating dildo on me and I loved it. So much so, that when a Navy Doctor wanted to fuck me, I agreed. The Navy Doctor was on temporary assignment at Camp Lejeune Marine base in Jacksonville, North Carolina. We met on a Website that caters to mature gay and bisexual men called Silver Daddies. After chatting on Silver Daddies for a few weeks, we agreed to meet in a motel near me. He wanted to keep his gay activities far from the Navy and Marines. We met a total of three times and he fucked me a total of four times. The last time we met, he told me he was being shipped out and he fucked me twice. We would always suck each other, and he would take my load in his mouth. I still miss him and his big cock. He was 43 years old, divorced with no children. He stood 6’3” and weighed 215 lbs with a 7.5” thick cut cock, and was very handsome. Oh did I say, I still miss his big cock. He fucked me so good! My bisexual activities were put on hiatus during the last year of my wife’s life, as I was a full time caregiver for her. I had a long time to prepare for her death, so when it happened it was not a shock, but after a few weeks reality began to set in. I thought I ...

... was ready, but I was not. Following her death, I began spending more time online and found a very interesting website called Swing Life Styles. There were many bisexuals members on the site, including couples. I started chatting with several of them and seemed to hit it off with JJ and his girlfriend. They were both in their late forties. I explained to them that my cock would only get semi-hard and fucking anyone was out of question, but I did enjoy going down on both men and women, and would bottom for a top when a condom is used. This was fine with JJ, as he enjoyed mutual sucking and was a top. His girlfriend enjoyed watching JJ with both men and women. She also enjoyed both men and women going down on her. We agreed that a meet would be fun for all of us. Since they lived in Virginia and I was in North Carolina, meeting would have to be arranged in a time convenient to both parties. This turned out to not be as simple as it might seem, but eventually we worked out a time and date. I would travel to their home and spend two days and three nights. In the weeks leading up to meeting with JJ and his girlfriend, I abstained from masturbating and I even fasted in an attempt to lose a few pounds. Finally the day arrived for me to travel to Virginia. The anticipation was killing me. I was nervous as hell, as JJ’s girlfriend would be the first woman I would be with since the early days of my marriage, when I was involved in several workplace affairs. I was so horny I was temped to ...