Annie and Me
Date: 11/20/2015,
Categories:
First Time
Taboo
Voyeur,
Author: brianbigdogsmith
... It's about time ..." "Mom doesn't like me." "What? -- That's crazy!" I almost yelled. "She's your mother, she loves you!" But Annie had said it so matter-of-factly that I knew it must feel like the truth to my eleven year old. "Doesn't like you either," Annie lifted her head defiantly. "She's mean to you and says bad things about you to Lois." Lois was our next door neighbor, usually hanging around in the daytime while Janet cleaned house or watched soap operas, I really didn't know. "Don't be silly," I said. "We were making love just now." "Maybe she just likes making love." Annie suggested. I sat there stunned, not knowing how to counter that remark, it felt too true. "I want you to do that with me." Annie said, pleading the same way she pleaded when she wanted a new doll. "I know all about penises and vaginas and sexual intercourse! I kn .. know about that stuff, that stuff coming out of her. It's your seeds. Isn't it supposed to stay inside of her and make a baby?"" "You don't know anything," I said angrily. "You don't even know what your talking about! You had better really have a talk with your mom." "Please, daddy?" she whined. "I want to have sex with you too. I can do it. When you stick your thing in her like that, does it feel real good?" "Look, Annie, little girls don't have sex with ANYbody, particularly their fathers." I scolded. ...
... "Now, I'm sorry you saw what you saw tonight, but it was very wrong of you to do that." "But I love you, too, daddy," Annie sniffed, she threw back the sheet and moved over in the bed, as if expecting me to climb right in. "Can't we? It's going to be my birthday, soon." "Annie, STOP IT!" I said, standing up and towering over her bed. "That's a very bad idea to ever even think about! It's called i****t, and it's very very wrong. I suppose somebody should have told you that a long time ago before you got stupid ideas. You are never 'sposed to have sex with your father." "It's not wrong." "Look, I'm not going to argue with you about all this, it's obvious Janet needs to have a long talk with you. Sex is something ...something you do with your husband or your first love." "No, I know that, I want to anyway. You're my first love!" "You never EVER do it with your father, or b*****rs, or anybody in your f****y. It's against the law even.. Do you understand?" For the first time, Annie pulled a grown-up expression of resignation on her face. She nodded dumbly and sank back into her covers. "Answer is no," I said finally. "Well I want you to show me how, to show me all about it. That's what I think a father should do." "Everybody in this f****y is suddenly an expert in what fathers are supposed to do," exasperated, I sighed and slapped my hands against my thighs. "You're determined to get into ...