Maybe not out of Reach - Part 1 - Sex Stories

Maybe not out of Reach - Part 1

... rubbing the nipples, playing with them as my breast became heavy with need. I found myself fondling my flesh now, wishing for his hands. I may not be able to have him, but I could pretend. Pretend this one last time. Pushing my face under the spray of water, I rubbed my nipples like I wished he had. Wanting his mouth to take them in, sucking them hard. Thinking of him rolling the buds with his tongue always draws the warmth to my lower abdomen. This wasn't my first solo fantasy where he was the main subject. Forcing myself to step away, I turned the water off and quickly towel dried myself roughly, enjoying the texture of the towel against my skin before dropping it on the floor. I moved to my bed, sitting down and opening the side drawer, pulling out my little companion and its lubrication. I can’t have him, but I can still dream. Dream this one last time before I grieved and try to let it all go. Squirting the fluid on the tip, I watch if slide around. How I would love to have tasted his cock, just once. To kiss his body all over, and have his mouth on mine. To feel the heat of his breath pressing against my skin. I lay back against the pillows, one hand playing with my nipples, my lelo vibrator on the pillow beside me. Closing my eyes I picture him with me, nibbling my neck, my fingers trace the pathway he would take down my body, paying attention to each nipple, before moving further down to my soft mound. I slid my fingers along my clit as I dream of the sensation I ...

... would feel if his mouth was on it. Hot breath, sliding his hotter tongue against it, cause me to swell before taking my clit with his lips, sucking it hard then tenderly releasing with a lick. My fingers continue to work it while I imagined his tongue seeking my entrance out. Dipping in and out, thrusting that little further each time, groaning my fingers replace his imaginary tongue. I wanted him so. My other hand left my breast, picking up the vibrator, pushing the button on then lowering it to my pussy. Bringing my wet fingers to my mouth, I enjoy the taste while arching my back to take the pink toy into my depths. My body rippled with sensations. There was no gentleness about it. I push in as far as I could, before just hold it there. The little vibrations were rippling through my senses. Turning the power up on the vibrations, I felt the tears well up again. He could have had this. He could be with me right now, pushing deep within, enjoying my kisses, my body and all that I am. Wipe the tears away, But he isn’t. Using the Vibrator more like a dildo, I plunged and pulled out, plunged back in and pulled out, over and over and over. Its hardness hurt, but I needed that roughness, feeling myself cumming hard, I couldn’t help but cry out his name….My cry turned to sobs as my body slowed down its shudders to cease. I continue to lie there, vibrator working deep within, while the tears fell, wetting my pillow. How do I give up a man I never had? How do I stop loving him? I knew I ...