Bee's Story, My Story Ch. 12 - Sex Stories

Bee's Story, My Story Ch. 12

... again.

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Thursday, July 18th 2019

On Sunday, we chilled at home pretty much all day. I kept glancing over at him and could see that he was hard occasionally. I really wanted to touch him, to make him cum again, but I was trying to be mindful of not initiating things like that constantly. I would just feel better if he would initiate occasionally. I did a bit of teasing, and made comments about blowjobs, hoping he would get horny enough to want something, but before long, Kelly texted me asking if she could come hang out because she likes testing makeup on me. So she came over and we did that while he played games. We ate together and watched a movie before Kelly went home, and he and I talked for a bit about the day, played some games and went to bed.

The rest of the week has been pretty long, lots of busy days and our schedules not lining up again. I had to milk myself those days, as usual. And today was another long day, frustrating too. A server error caused one of my files to save to the wrong location, and so the people who needed to access it couldn't find it and were frustrated with me because they thought I just hadn't done my work. My local folder with the file iterations I'd had for the last two days somehow got corrupted as well, IT came to run diagnostics on my computer, I had to resort to an iteration of my file from Monday and rush to get my work back up to ...

... date and essentially redo what I'd done so far this week.

Then when I was almost done, they managed to both recover my files AND the other department found where my file from earlier in the day had been saved. So basically I'd wasted an entire day redoing a bunch of work for nothing. And then at the end, because of a setting IT had changed on my computer, I accidentally deleted an entire folder off of one of the servers, which essentially broke over a month of work from ALL departments over the last month and a half. At least, that's what I thought had happened. I went to my lead, panicked and scared to explain what I'd done, but I let him know, and after the frustration with my files earlier in the day, and the stress that we're under while crunching for this current milestone, he blew up at me. I felt small and cornered.

He's almost 7 ft tall, and he's very imposing despite normally being a very warm and fun boss. He stood at his full height and yelled while I was sitting at the chair by his door, and I couldn't help crying. My eyes started to sting, and by the time I noticed, the tears were falling from them. He noticed too and backed off immediately. It looked like it brought him back to reality because he looked shocked and softened quickly. I excused myself and went to the restroom to collect myself, and broke down into a full on sob in the mirror. I was really frustrated with myself for letting that happen. This industry can be hard as a woman. And I've made a point ...