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Is 'Babe Cock' Right for You?

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So, for me to have his ex-girlfriend/ex-wife see me so effeminate and faggy, it really is a shivering feeling about both my inadequacy with women and my homosexuality with them knowing it and seeing it, rubbing my face in it without saying a word, then with them just wanting to see it for themselves, is all it takes to drive us betas crazy.

In my "Babe Cock" fantasy world, the ex, let's call her Kristie or Elle, let's just go with Elle, so Elle is over at our house having a glass of wine sitting in a chair while I sit on the couch holding hands with my boyfriend. Actually, as the conversation goes on, I am clutching my boyfriend's arm and often lean my head on his shoulder and nuzzle my face into his neck. How gay is that? This type of public affection is what you would see or expect from boy/girl teenage lovers. Maybe as time went on, my clingy affectionate mannerisms with my boyfriend around Elle would back off, but for now it's something that affirms my type of beta effeminate homosexuality. Inside I am bursting with joy to show off my gayness to a woman. It is a bit humiliating, but at the same time, it's exhilarating to be out in front of a girl. Maybe because my ex-wife shamed me for being gay, for being a fag, showing it off for Elle who is cool and casual about it, makes my penis hard.

Before I came out and hooked up with my boyfriend, I'd masturbate a lot to cuckold, CFNM and "Babe Cock" porn. Can't even begin to describe the duality of ...

... humiliating inadequacy with women and at the same time expressive effeminate fagginess. Maybe I'd be embarrassed around a straight guy showing my gay affection with my boyfriend. But in front of Elle, WOW! Perhaps that's why I love Elle seeing it, because despite any cringy-ness, the feeling showing off that I am gay, makes me soar inside about how much I love being gay.

This is really out there, but for her to see us be more than affectionate in front of her and be sexual, that's even more intoxicating. Elle is looking hot. Of course I'd like to see her in a dress, like a spaghetti strap cocktail dress and high heels, but in tight jeans, a stylish blouse, freckles and hottie red hair, she really is a hottie. My boyfriend told me that she was a real bitch to him most of the time. I can see that. The way she talks down to me, condescending and haughty, like I am a child or a guy she would have no interest in me at all, strangely makes me crave showing her how much I love sucking her ex-boyfriend's cock.

Here's another truth about beta queer cock sucking guys, while we fucking love sucking cock and know we are fags for cock - women, hot women, still really turn us on. Maybe it was all those years masturbating to the hotties in Victoria's Secret catalogs? Hotties in bikinis and panties have always gotten us off, but as we discovered that we are betas and discovered that sucking cock was our true calling, all those hotties subconsciously were our role models. For those of us that ...