1. This Place could Eat Him Alive Pt. 03


    Date: 6/22/2024, Categories: Gay Male, Author: byJB_betweenboyfriends

    ... over Eddie's hand.
    
    I almost didn't realize Eddie had reached his peak too, until he groaned and I felt the warm spray across my chest and neck.
    
    Well, I thought. I guess this counts as a substitution-fuck. What was I doing?
    
    Eddie had no idea what I'd been thinking about, of course. He sighed, sat up, and held out his hand for a fist bump. "That was a great cum," he said.
    
    "Yeah, same here. It's good to see you again. Mind if I use your shower?" I wanted to be alone.
    
    "Sure man, go for it." He flopped back onto the bed.
    
    I showered quickly, got dressed, and gave him my number to put in his phone. "I'll see you around," I said. "It was fun."
    
    "See ya. Take care." There was nothing different about his voice. It was as if we'd just played a game of pickup basketball or had a meal together. Eddie was easy. Easy Eddie, I thought, rather unkindly. But I still liked him just fine.
    
    I had to reckon with the fact that no matter who else I was with, I might end up thinking about Brent. Did I have a choice? There's nothing I hate more than not having a choice.
    
    I knew Brent wouldn't find out about this. His circle and Eddie's didn't overlap at all. Still, I had caused myself some confusion. Instead of solving the problem of what Brent and I were and where we were going, I'd made it more complicated.
    
    It was hard to sleep that night. What had I said to Eddie about being an adult now? It wasn't true.
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