Surrendered Desire
Date: 6/21/2024,
Categories:
Love Stories,
Author: DDFrida
... our dynamic. He accepted my confession without judgment, his love for me unwavering even in the face of my imperfections. This knowledge only deepened my appreciation for him, and I realized that, despite the many lovers who had come and gone in my life, Roderick held a special place in my heart.
Roderick's eyes held mine, a mirror to my own vulnerability. The weight of our confessions hung heavy in the air between us, and I braced myself for his response.
"Julie," he began, his voice steady, "I can't control your desires or who you choose to be with, but if it's possible, I want to be part of your life, even when others are involved."
My heart fluttered, hope blooming within me. "You mean..."
"In affirmative," he confirmed, maintaining eye contact. "You can maintain other sexual liaisons, as long as I am privy to it. And if you're comfortable with it, I would appreciate being included in those instances."
His proclamation reverberated through my consciousness, clashing with recollections of former paramours and ambitions yet unexplored. Could Roderick genuinely accept this facet of me void of resentment or envy? It was an alluring prospect, one that aroused dormant desires deep within.
"Roderick," I whispered solemnly, enveloping his hand with mine, "do you comprehend the magnitude of what you're proposing? Sharing someone you hold dear is not an insignificant venture."
His nod was accompanied by an earnest glint in his eyes. "I'm aware of that, ...
... Julie. But I also understand that I'd prefer being included in your experiences rather than isolated from them. My affections for you run deep and unwavering; accommodating your exploration is a gesture of my love."
There it was – his candid admission unravelled before me like morning headlines on Times Square billboards. His understanding doused any reservations harbouring within me. Overwhelmed by the depth of his unconditional love, my smile fought against the rising tide of emotion welling up in my eyes.
"Alright Roderick," I conceded, reaffirming my hold on his hand. "We'll initiate this uncharted endeavour together, irrespective of its conclusion."
I found myself staring at Roderick, my curiosity taking over. Arthur and Duncan were momentarily forgotten as I focused on this man and the peculiar metal device encasing his manhood.
"Roderick," my voice trembled with a mix of fascination and lingering arousal as I spoke. "Please, tell me more about your devotion and the device that symbolizes it," I urged, my eyes drawn to the intricate metal contraption. It gleamed in the dim light, a physical representation of his commitment to our relationship. My mind raced with questions and desires, eager to understand and explore this aspect of our connection.
He glanced down, then back up at me with a mixture of vulnerability and pride. "It's a symbol of my commitment to my Julie. She holds the key, and only she decides when I'm allowed release."
I could feel my heart ...